[ Living In The Season Of Regret ]
[ Is No Longer An Option ]
[ There Has Never Been Anything Met ]
[ That Wasn’t Made Into An Obligation ]

[ Living With Regrets On Your List Of Things To Do ]
[ Is Not A Good Thing To Go Through ]

[ You Carry Your Regrets Like Stones In Your Chest ]
[ Never Giving You Any Rest ]
[ Always Feeling Bothered By This Pest ]

[ They Rattle @ Night When The Rest Of The World Is Asleep ]
[ Stirring Up Old Memories ]
[ That You Never Planned To Keep ]

[ Buried Beneath All That Was Unsaid ]
[ Causing You To Increase Your Anti-Psychotic Med ]
[ Because Of The Thoughts ]
[ Your Regrets Increase In Your Head ]

[ Stirring Up Old Deals, That You Failed To Keep ]
[ Kept You Getting Some Really Deep ]
[ Sleep ]

[ Buried Beneath All The Things That Was Left Unsaid During Your Walks On Your Life Path ]
[ The Words Went Clear Up Over Your Head, Really Fast ]

[ You Thought That You Found A Woman Early On In Your Life ]
[ When She Talked, Her Words Felt Like Warm Sunlight That Filled The Soul ]
[ When She Agreed To Become Your Wife ]
[ That Was The Very First Time That You Felt Completely Whole ]
[ You Thought That She Wouldn’t Bring You Any Strife ]
[ When She Stepped Into Her Role ]

[ But You Remember The Chances That You Asked Her To Stay ]
[ That One Day ]
[ But She Wouldn’t ]
[ So You Turned & Walked Away ]
[ Because She Wanted ]
[ To Find A Man Who Made Better Pay ]

[ You Never Thought That You Would Have Lost Her Over Money ]
[ You Saw That She Wanted To Find A Quicker Path Fast ]
[ To The Land Of Milk & Honey ]
[ & Run From Her Past ]

[ You Kept Hearing The Words “Later & Soon” ]
[ While The Clock Kept Humming A Merciless Tune ]
[ You Would Sit Outside Before It Was Noon ]
[ & Watch The Sky Change ]
[ As The Sun Relinquished Her Throne To The Moon ]

[ You Wished Upon Many A Fallen Star ]
[ You’d Drive Out In The Country ]
[ Then Turn The Lights Off On Your Car ]
[ But None Of Your Wishes Got You Very Far ]

[ Very Few Times Opportunity Came With A Soft, Hopeful Sound ]
[ But Your Fear Held The Lock ]
[ So You Stayed Homebound ]
[ & You Never Heard A Knock ]

[ It Seemed That There Were Hands That You Failed To Take ]
[ Whenever Someone Would Extend Their Hand ]
[ Your Whole Body Would Shake ]
[ Because You Were Afraid Of What They Would Demand ]

[ You Would Say, “I’m Fine” When Instead You Needed To Cry ]
[ You Always Wondered, “Why?” ]
[ “Was The Bar Set So High?” ]
[ Time & Time Again, Because Of That ]
[ You Did Not Even Want To Try ]

[ Pride Became Your Armour, Heavy & Cold ]
[ Protecting Your Fear ]
[ While Costing You Silver & Gold ]
[ It Became Clear ]
[ That Opportunities Dried Up As You Got Old ]

[ You Have Come To Regret Your Silence ]
[ When Others Needed To Be Led When They Would Hear Voice ]
[ You Really Tried To Stay Away From All Of The Violence ]
[ If You Had A Conscious Choice ]

[ The Roads You Avoided & The Chances You Were Denied ]
[ Made You Push Your Pain ]
[ Deep Down Inside ]

[ It Caused You To Look @ Life Through Foggy Glass ]
[ Maybe That Is Why Life Seemed To Pass ]
[ So Fast ]

[ When You Sleep, Faces Come Visit You In The Dark ]
[ It Causes You To Put Your Drive For Life In Park ]
[ Everytime You Have Those Repetitive Dreams ]
[ They Left A Permanent Mark ]

[ In You Brain ]
[ It Is Always Like A Camera Taking A Freeze Frame ]
[ Of A Fast Moving Train ]

[ Causing Your Vision To Cross ]
[ By The Time It Took Your Eyes To Uncross ]
[ You Couldn’t Fathom Your Loss ]

[ Can You Ever Rewind ]
[ Your Mind? ]
[ Sad To Say ]
[ That Father Time Has Never Been That Kind ]
[ If He Stopped The Day ]
[ In Any Way ]
[ You Would Wake Up & Wonder Why You Felt So Far Behind? ]

~ Ka hopena ~

Mahalo nui loa
A hui hou kaua e kuu hoa

Na,
Lopaka DeVoe

~ Aloha ~

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