[ All These Words Are Swirling Around In Your Head ]
[ It Is Hard To Admit That You Feel ]
[ Throughout The Last (30yrs) You’ve Been Mislead ]
[ & Now You Have No Idea What Is Fake & What Is Real ]

[ You Thought That You Started Out On A Journey On A Ship That Was Built For (2) ]
[ As You Look Back Over The Years For Some Kind Of Clue ]
[ You Couldn’t Find A Single One ]
[ That Would Have Warned You About What She Now Wants To Put This Relationship Through ]
[ Because Right Now, This Is Not Very Fun ]

[ It Almost Brought You To Tears ]
[ When She Yelled, “You Have Been Mooching Off Of Me For The Last (30yrs)!” ]
[ It Was Very Clear ]
[ That She Wanted To Play Off Of Your Fears ]

[ Of Being Dependent On Another ]
[ You Want A Wife, Partner & Friend ]
[ You Don’t Want A Mother ]
[ Because She Has Long Since Been Dead ]

[ That Clearly Threw Your Night All Out Of Joint ]
[ You Knew She Was Lying ]
[ So What Was The Point ]
[ Of Crying? ]

[ Cry Over Spilled Milk, Maybe ]
[ What’s Next, Is She Going To Accuse You Of Being Lazy? ]
[ You Really Have To Hold Your Tongue ]
[ When You Want To Call Her, “Crazy!” ]

[ If She Wants To Play This Game, Than Bring It On ]
[ Maybe You Will Be Much Better Off When She Is Gone? ]

[ That Is A Good Question To Ask ]
[ It Seems Like It Was @ Least (5yrs) In The Past ]
[ When She Started Removing Her Mask ]

[ This Person That You Are Married To Now You Don’t Really Know ]
[ The True Revealing Part Sure Has Come About Really Slow ]
[ & Now What Does The (30yrs) Have To Show? ]

[ What Happened ]
[ When? ]
[ Way Back Then? ]

[ You No Longer Want To Wait ]
[ To Think About If You Want To Participate ]
[ In This New Game Of Hate ]

[ A Marriage That Is Only Focused On Money ]
[ Will Never Find The Land ]
[ That Flows With Milk & Honey ]

[ It Seems Like You Are Headed For Mental Numbness ]
[ You Don’t Know What To Do With This Mess ]
[ Are You Letting Out A Call Of Distress? ]

[ You No Longer Look @ This House As Your Happy Nest ]
[ It Is Not Like You Could Move Further West ]
[ To Try To Find Out What You Feel Is Best ]
[ Maybe You Should Live On Your Own For Awhile ]
[ So You Could Get Some Rest ]

[ Look @ All Of The Obvious Social Cue’s ]
[ You Don’t Like Being Anywhere Around Her While She Sits There Lighting Her Own Fuse ]
[ Because All She Wants To Do Is Point Her Finger & Accuse ]
[ After All These Years You Feel Like You Followed All The Rules ]

[ Is Divorce The Only Answer? ]
[ It Is Sad To Feel Like It Has Come To This ]
[ Because This Whole Marriage Is Becoming A Cancer ]
[ So What Will You Miss? ]

[ The Yelling, The False Accusations? ]
[ Whatever Happened To The Good Conversations? ]

[ The Good, Warm Conversations Went Out The Window ]
[ Many Years Ago ]
[ A Good Conversation Comes About As Frequently As Oregon Gets Snow ]

[ You No Longer Have Any Physical Connection ]
[ That Went Away Many Years Before The Recession ]

[ Gone For Good ]
[ Because That Is A Topic That She Doesn’t Like To Mention ]
[ The Words Only Get Misunderstood ]

[ Which Way Do Go Now? ]
[ How? ]

~ Ka hopena ~

Mahalo nui loa
A hui hou kaua e kuu hoa

Na,
Lopaka DeVoe

~ Aloha ~

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