(747)▪︎[ Commanding Voice … 12•15•2022 ]

[ It Is 430 In The Morning & I Cannot Sleep ]
[ I Guess I Could Lay Here & Count 1400 Sheep ]

[ That Had Never Worked For Me Before ]
[ 1400, 1401, 1402 … ]
[ Are There Going To Be More Coming Through My
Bedroom Door? ]

[ Why Has That Technique Never Worked For Me In
The Past? ]
[ Maybe I Forget Which Number Was Last ]

[ Maybe I Concentrated Too Much On The Number ]
[ & Forgot About The Slumber ]

[ I Think That The Morning Will Come Soon ]
[ Should I Take A (2) Hour Nap @ (12) Noon? ]

[ Then Once Again It Will Be A Fight ]
[ To Squeeze Out Any Sleep @ Night ]

[ I Think ]
[ This Would Not Be The Reason ]
[ That I Would Start To Drink ]

[ Would I Had Gotten So Drunk ]
[ I Could Then Stand Next To The Bed & Go
(KERPLUNK) ]

[ Go Face First On To The Bed ]
[ Then In The Morning ]
[ I Would Have To Deal With The Constant Pounding
In My Foggy Head ]

[ Would It Had Been Worth It? ]
[ When The End Result Made You Feel Like Shit? ]

[ Nothing Would Be Worth That? ]
[ Then … ]
[ To Top It Off You Crossed Paths With A Big Black Cat ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]

[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ] [🤙]

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(1141)▪︎[ Your Voice … 12•25•2020 ]

[ There Are Times, When My Choice ]
[ Is To Use My Voice ]
[ But When I Do ]
[ I Don’t Say Things, Just To Make Noise ]

[ I Say Things, From My Heart ]
[ But If You Are Not Very Receptive ]
[ Then I Should Not Even Start ]
[ I Would Not Be Very Receptive ]
[ If All You Chose To Do, Is Rip Me Apart ]

[ Sometimes, When I See The Fire In Your Eyes ]
[ I Wonder If That Look Is For Me ]
[ Or For Some Other Guys ]
[ Because Sometimes I Can’t See ]
[ Through All Of The Lies ]

[ Of Course Those Are The Ones, That I Do Not Know About ]
[ Those Are From The Times, When You Go Out ]

[ Why Is It Not The Same Anymore? ]
[ Why Are You Constantly Closing The Door ]
[ Because Now It Seems ]
[ That You Don’t Know, What You Are Looking For ]

[ Leaving Me @ Home Thinking ]
[ About Drinking ]
[ So Much, I Would Have Trouble Breathing ]

[ That Would Be So Counter-Productive To My Goals In Life ]
[ It Would Be Like Turning Out The Light ]

[ That Connects Our Souls To Each Other ]
[ The Connection That We Have Had ]
[ Before The Times Got Tougher ]
[ & You Were Always Mad ]

[ Now It Seems Like I Am Not The One That Makes You Smile ]
[ The Only Times That You Do ]
[ Is When You Come Home After Being Gone For Awhile ]

[ That Means That Something Is Very Wrong ]
[ If You Only Smile, After You Come Home After Being Gone ]

[ We Need To Get To The Bottom Of This ]
[ Before All Of This, Causes Us To Split ]

[ Because If You Are Knowing ]
[ Where This Is Going ]

[ I Will Just Cut Bait & Walk ]
[ Instead Of Wasting My Time ]
[ Because When It Comes To This Subject ]
[ You Refuse To Talk ]
[ & Then, This Shows Zero Respect ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo iā ‘oe  ]
[  A hui hou mākou  ]
[  Aloha  ] ‎ 
  ‎
[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe ]