(063)▪︎[ Two Totally Unfit Mothers … 1•17•2021 ]

[ As The Light Fades In My Eyes ]
[ I Try To Run From All Of The Lies ]

[ The Lie That The Future Looks Bright ]
[ & The One That If I Live A Good, Law Abiding Life ]
[ Things Would Turn Out Alright ]

[ That Is One Lie After Another ]
[ It Started When I Was Given Up By My Mother ]

[ Parents Are Supposed To Love & Protect ]
[ As A Baby ]
[ Wouldn’t That Be The First Thing I Should Expect? ]
[ & Get ]

[ She Did Not Leave A Note Or A Positive Comment ]
[ After She Went To Court ]
[ & Signed Those Documents ]

[ All That She Wanted To Do Is Run ]
[ She Didn’t Want To Be My Mom ]
[ She Just Wanted To Be Done ]

[ Then What Did Fate Bring? ]
[ The Next Mom, Did The Same Thing ]

[ Not The Same Way, But It Had The Very Same Result ]
[ That Barbara ]
[ Kicked Me Out Of Her Life Because Of A Made Up
     Insult ]

[ She Literally Kicked Me Out Of Her Life Right Then! ]
[ As Soon As She Told Me To Get Out Of Her Life ]
[ I Literally Knew When ]

[ She No Longer Wanted Me In It ]
[ I KNEW ]
[ Right @ That Minute ]

[ She Was So Sure ]
[ So I Had Zero Words To Say To Her ]

[ I Told Myself ( ONCE THIS EXILE BEGINS ) ]
[ We Would NEVER Talk Again ]

[ First It Was A Piece Of Paper ]
[ Now It Is A Phone Call ]
[ Neither One Was Done As A Favor ]

[ Maybe It Was A Favor That Turned Out To Be For
     My Benefit ]
[ If I Was To Look Up The Definition Of ( MOTHER ) ]
[ Neither One Of Them Were A Fit ]
[ Not Even A Little Bit ]

[ I Hope Both Women Really Suffered Physically &
     Mentally Before They Died ]
[ Because If Either One Said That They Were EVER A Good
     Mother To Me ]
[ … They LIED!! ]

~ The End ~

[ Mahalo ]
[ A hui hou aku ]
[ Aloha ]   ‎ 
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[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]