[ When Someone Judges A Person Considering Suicide, Who
     Has Never Walked The Life Or Death Line ]
[ Has No Place To Whine ]

[ The Suicidal Person Does Not Think That It Is The Most
     Selfish Act ]
[ It Is The Other Way Around, In Fact ] 

[ He Feels That The Act Will Free Those He Feels He Is Weighing
     Down ]
[ The Issue Is Neither Black Or White ]
[ It Is More Like Brown ]

[ He Feels He Is A Financial Burden Or Drain ]
[ His Thoughts Are Going As Fast As A Runaway Train ]

[ There Are No Frequent Stops ]
[ There Are No Postal Drops ]

[ His Thinking Has Become Completely Hyper Focused On What
     He Feels That He Must Do ]
[ He Tries Not To Give Off Any Social Cue ]
[ Or Leave A Clue ]

[ Nothing Until He Would Be Found ]
[ Either Swinging From A Rope ]
[ Or Laying On The Ground ]

[ In His Mind It Is A (FREEING ACT) Times Two ]
[ It Was Never A Selfish Act To Do ]

[ If He Is Not Working, He Might Feel Like Others Think That He
     Is A Bum ]
[ His Guilt Is Something That He Never Could Outrun ]

[ Others Will Have More Money If They Did Not Have His
     Mouth To Feed ]
[ (2) Different Times He Never Got Any Hits On His Resume
     When He Used (INDEED) ]

[ Not A Single Bite On His Resumé After Having It Out There
     For More Than ½ A Year ]
[ When He Got Let Go Because Of The ‘VID19 ]
[ This Was Something He Feared ]

[ He Thought That He Had A Career That He Could Retire From ]
[ Then The ‘VID19 Happened ]
[ So He Does Not Have One ]

[ One Time When He Was Omitted Into A Hospital, He Learned So
     Much More About His Suicidal Triggers From The Others ]
[ Than He Could Have From The Dr’s ]
[ & People’s Mothers ]

[ They Should Have More Groups With Open Discussions Than
     They Had ]
[ & That Was Bad ]

[ So Much About A Suicider’s Brain Is Misunderstood ]
[ That Does Not Do Anybody Any Good ]

[ He Just Wants To Release His Physical/Mental Pain ]
[ That Won’t Go Away ]
[ It Is So Hard To Refrain ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ] [酪]

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