(029)▪︎[ Getting Lost In Your Mind … 2026 ]

[ When Daylight Loosens Its Golden Hold ]
[ & The Evening Whispers Stories That Are Old ]
[ Mother Nature Wastes No Time In Turning The Temperature Cold ]

[ As The Moon Ascends To Her Silver Throne ]
[ You Try To Call A Friend, On Your Phone ]
[ That’s When The Shadows Tell You That You Are Not Alone ]
[ Because You Don’t Even Hear A Dial Tone ]

[ The Stars Wake & Start To Glimmer ]
[ All You Can Hear ]
[ Is Your Inner Voice Whimper ]

[ The Clocks Start To Unwind ]
[ Right In Front Of Your Weary Eyes ]
[ Is This Meant To Play With Your Mind? ]
[ Or A Simple Ploy To Knock You Down A Size? ]

[ Your Bed Looks Like A Wayward Ship ]
[ In The Bigger Scheme Of Things ]
[ You Feel Like Just A Tiny Blip ]
[ Life Really Stings ]
[ Whenever You Feel Your Mind Slip ]

[ In Your Mind Your Ship Is Supposed To Glide ]
[ On The Ocean ]
[ That Is So Deep & Wide ]
[ You Close Your Eyes Just To Feel The Motion ]
[ But If You Wait Too Long You Might Feel That You Died ]

[ Your Eyes Close Doors To The World You Once Knew ]
[ You Wish That Someone Would Have Given You A Clue ]
[ That The Doors That Closed Would Be Quite A Few ]

[ When Quiet Miracles Are Beginning ]
[ Logic Starts Bending ]
[ & While Time Starts Thinning ]
[ Do You Think That Your World Has Begun To Head To A Anti-Climactic Ending? ]

[ You Feel That Is Something That Is Tempting ]
[ But That Is Not What You Are Attempting ]
[ Even Though You Feel Like Your Gas Tank Is Emptying ]

[ You Once Dreamed That You Were On A Winding Staircase ]
[ When You Tried To Leave En Haste ]
[ You Tripped & Fell Right On Your Face ]
[ But You Did Receive ]
[ A Rounding Applause From Every Person In The Place ]

[ You Took Your Beautiful Wife Aside ]
[ To Confide ]
[ The Only Thing That You Hurt Was Your Pride ]

[ The Fall Did Knock The Air Out Of Your Lungs ]
[ This Happened Once Before When You Were Young ]
[ @ Least This Time You Did Not Bite Your Tongue ]

[ Your Breath & Pride Will Eventually Return ]
[ Sometimes You Block Out What You Have Learned ]
[ & Sliding Face First On Carpet ]
[ Will Always Burn ]

[ You Try Not To Fear ]
[ That All Of Your Lost Tomorrows Will Always Be Near ]
[ They Would Not Had Been Lost ]
[ If The Purpose Of Being There Was Clear ]
[ No Matter The Cost ]
[ No Matter The Amount Of Tears ]

[ You Don’t Believe In Coincidences ]
[ Or Shared Time Instances ]
[ All They Might Be Is Simple Unconnected Incidents ]

[ There Were Simpler Times ]
[ When Buying A Pack Of Baseball Cards Only Cost A Kid (2) Shiny Dimes ]
[ It Seemed Like A Safer Time ]
[ When Bad Guys Were Committing Alot Less Violent Crimes ]

[ Your Self-Esteem Felt Right ]
[ Your Future ]
[ Was Like A Flame ]
[ That Was Burning Bright ]
[ Then You Lost Your Name ]
[ & Everything Felt Like An Uphill Fight ]

[ You Are Trying To Stay Upright On Your Feet ]
[ Even Though You Felt That Your Pride Ran Out To The Street ]
[ When All That You Asked Was That This Bad Dream Would Not Repeat ]

[ Why Couldn’t You Have Had A Dream Of Being A Child Running Through The Cool Night Air? ]
[ Without Having A Single Care ]
[ But Having A Big Heart To Share? ]

[ Dreams Of Childhood Usually Brings A Smile ]
[ & It Stays For Awhile ]
[ Because Afterall … You Were Just A Child ]

~ Ka hopena ~

Mahalo nui loa
A hui hou kaua e kuu hoa

Na,
Lopaka DeVoe

~ Aloha ~

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(764)▪︎[ A Man On Your Mind … 9•10•2021 ]

[ A Man That You Never Met, Had To Die, To Wake You Up? ]
[ An Illegal Act, Happened To Interrupt ]

[ Your Life ]
[ & Shine A Light ]

[ On The Message That Drugs Do Kill ]
[ When You Read The Article ]
[ It Told You That It Does It @ Will ]

[ It Will Do That ]
[ It Will Do This ]
[ Reading That Article, Made You Feel That You Could Have
     Been Hit By A Baseball Bat ]

[ Could Have, But Wasn’t ]
[ Drugs Kill Sometimes ]
[ But Sometimes, Doesn’t ]

[ You Played Russian Roulette ]
[ It Was A Half Loaded Gun ]
[ & Yet ]

[ You Walked Away Undaunted ]
[ Not Yet Hooked ]
[ The Drug Was Not Yet Craved Or Seriously Wanted ]

[ That Finely Tuned Athlete Should Have Stopped ]
[ Then He Tried The Drug ]
[ & He Just Dropped ]

[ You Tried It (4) Or (5) Times ]
[ It Made You Feel Euphoric ]
[ After Snorting Those Lines ]

[ Why Did His Friend Expose Him To The Drug? ]
[ He Was Supposedly A Friend ]
[ He Didn’t Force Him, Like A Thug ]

[ Being Drafted (#2) In The Draft By Boston ]
[ His Agent Would Have Asked For A Ton ]
[ Earning A Good Living Playing A Game That He Grew Up
     Playing For Fun ]

[ Now There Will Not Be Anymore Dribbling A Ball Or
     Shooting Jump Shots ]
[ Now His Name Is Just An Aterthought ]

[ Now His Name Is Followed By A (COULD HAVE … )
[ Or (SHOULD HAVE … ) ]
[ & (WOULD HAVE … ) ]

[ His Death Really Had An Affect On Your Future ]
[ It Showed That You Have Also Been That Immature ]

[ You Have Never Done ANY Drugs Since That Article ]
[ Not Smoked Or Even Snorted One Little Particle ]

[ You Keep That Specific Sports Illustrated Magazine On
     Your Bookcase ]
[ You Keep That Message Right In Front Of Your Face ]

[ Drugs Are Bad ]
[ Death Is Sad ]

[ Staying Alive … Makes Everyone Happy ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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(606)▪︎[ The Mind … 7•22•2021 ]

[ It Is Not Very Fun When You Get Lost In Your Own
     Thoughts ]
[ It Is Disconcerting That When You Open Your Eyes
     You See Spots ]

[ Feeling Like A Square Peg Being Pushed Into A Round Hole ]
[ It Burns You So Much Being Pushed & Pushed ]
[ It Aches @ Your Soul ]

[ You Set Off Flares & Yelling That You Don’t Fit ]
[ No One Listens ]
[ Or Even Cares Just A Little Bit ]

[ Then You Feel Pushed Aside & Being Told To Go Stand
     With The Other Misfits ]
[ You Quickly Found Out That You Don’t Sit Near The Fan
     When Someone Throws In The Shit ]

[ Pails Of Bullshit Being Thrown @ The Fan Night & Day ]
[ One Day Of Sitting Next To The Fan ]
[ You Will Try Really Hard To Get Up To Get Away ]

[ Where Do You Run Without Leaving A Trail A Mile Long ]
[ After Sitting Next To The Fan, The Stench Is Really Strong ]

[ A (30) Minute Shower Might Do You Some Good ]
[ Seeing What You Have Been Through ]
[ Everyone Understood ]

[ Being Put Under So Much Stress Flicks A Switch With
     Your P.T.S.D. ]
[ That, Is Always, A Wait & See ]

[ Will It Awaken With The Slightest Touch? ]
[ How Can You Tell ]
[ When The Stress Is Too Much? ]

[ It Could Be A Noise? ]
[ A Voice? ]

[ A Combination Of The Two? ]
[ You Can Never Predict ]
[ What Your Mind Will Do ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo iā ‘oe  ]
[  A hui hou mākou  ]
[  Aloha  ] ‎ 
  ‎
[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe ]

(480)▪︎[ The Back Of Your Mind … 6•9•2021 ]

[ Welcome To The Back Of Your Mind ]
[ You Should Look Around To See What You Could
     Find ]

[ Will You Find Your Long Lost Putter ]
[ Or Thoughts That Were All Cluttered ]

[ Maybe It Will Be Your Replacement House Keys ]
[ Or That Sex Talk Explaining The Birds & The Bee’s ]

[ There Could Be Some Faraway Thoughts ]
[ Or Some Footage Of You & A Friend Dancing Like
      A Pair Of Robots ]

[ There May Be Memories From Your Fabulous Honeymoon
     Trip ]
[ Or That Mental Picture Of When You Saw That Blimp ]

[ Sometimes Memories Will Just Flash ]
[ Then Disintegrate Into Ash ]

[ There Is That Picture Of You Kissing That Red-Haired Girl
      Named Tina, One Day After School ]
[ You Were No Fool ]
[ Even @ Six Years Old ]
[ You Thought That Was Pretty Cool ]

[ All Kinds Of Memories Float Around In The Back Of Your
     Head ]
[ Some You Like To Write About ]
[ But Most You Don’t Mind If You Forget About Them Instead ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo iā ‘oe  ]
[  A hui hou mākou  ]
[  Aloha  ] ‎ 
  ‎
[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe ]

(428)▪︎[ Your Mind … 5•21•2021 ]

[ Where Is Your Mind? ]
[ Is It Lost? ]
[ Or Easy To Find? ]

[ What Has Made Your Head Hazy? ]
[ Is There Something That Is Driving You Crazy? ]

[ You Have Doubt ]
[ That You Can Figure This Out ]

[ Sometimes You Need To Bring Light Into The Room ]
[ The Darkness Makes Everything Seem Like Gloom & Doom ]

[ Light Into Your Eyes Means Light To The Brain ]
[ No More Days Of Cloudy With Rain ]

[ More Days In The Dark ]
[ Means More Clouds Trying To Make Their Mark ]

[ Clouds Float In Your Brain, Then Quietly & Slowly Float
     Away ]
[ Some Clouds Float In & Then Stay ]

[ You Never Get To Pick ]
[ The One’s That Stick ]

[ It Is Usually Out Of The Norm ]
[ For Clouds To Turn Into Storms ]

[ Storms That May Cause Tornado Twisters Or Hurricanes ]
[ Those Are The Ones That Turns Your Blood Ice
     Cold ]
[ As It Tries To Pump Through Your Veins ]

[ Storms Don’t Usually Affect Just You ]
[ Because It Seems That Is Not What They Are There To Do ]

[ Thunder & Lightning ]
[ Causing Tremendous Verbal Fighting ]

[ Usually With That One Person That You Love ]
[ The One That You Should Treat Like A Fragile White Dove ]

[ But Instead You Treat Them Like An Unwanted Crow ]
[ As You Look Around For Something To Throw ]

[ Calmer Heads Will Finally Prevail ]
[ Right Before The Storm Throws In Hail ]

[ The Clouds Eventually Float All Of The Way Through The
     Sub-Conscience Part Of Your Brain ]
[ Ending Your Feeling Of Being A Runaway Train ]

[ Calm Settles In As You Realize That The Clouds Never
     Stop ]
[ Or Ever Pop ]

[ So You Just Go On With Your Life, Waiting For The Next One ]

~ The End ~

[ Mahalo ]
[ A hui hou aku ]
[ Aloha ]   ‎ 
  ‎
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]