(1164)▪︎[ Go … 9•16•2019 ]

[ Have You Ever Felt Alone In A Crowd? ]
[ & Then When You’re All By Yourself ]
[ You Find That The Silence Is So Loud? ]

[ @ Night When You Find Yourself Laying On The Bed ]
[ & You Want To Wrap Your Pillow Around Your Head ]

[ What Can You Do Instead? ]
[ Go To Sleep ]
[ After You Take Your Sleeping Med? ]

[ But Can You Sleep? ]
[ Why Do You Weep? ]

[ You’re So Awake You Feel That Life Is Passing You By ]
[ Why Now? Why? ]

[ You Thought For A Quick Instance Yesterday That You’ve
Found Your Niché In Life ]
[ You Met Her For A Brief Moment ]
[ But Did You Finally Meet The Woman That Will Become Your Wife? ]

[ Will The Dream Continue Or Pop? ]
[ When You’re Going Downhill, Do You Yell (STOP?) ]
[ Does The Fast Pace Make Your Heart Drop? ]

[ Then Go Directly To Jail Without Passing (GO) ]
[ Speed It Up ]
[ Stop Dragging Your Feet & Going Slow ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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(292)▪︎[ Going Where? … 4•6•2021 ]

[ I Really Feel Like I Am Going Nowhere Fast ]
[ Sometimes I Want To Throw In The Towel ]
[ Because I Just Don’t Know If My Will To Live Is Going To Last ]

[ Last Until Tomorrow, Or The Day After That ]
[ I Am So Glad That I Do Not Have Nine Lives Like An
     Ordinary Cat ]

[ I Don’t Feel Like I Have A Purpose Or A Goal ]
[ I Don’t Feel Like I Have Anything Left To Give, Deep Down In
     My Soul ]
[ It Has Been Oh So Long Since I First Fell In This Hole ]
[ I Do Not Remember Ever Feeling Completely Whole ]

[ Where Do I Go Right Now? ]
[ Really? ]
[ How? ]

[ My Gas Tank Is Running On A Lower Level Then Fumes ]
[ My Presence Would Not Be Noticed, If I Came Or Left The Room ]

[ I Feel Like I Am An ‘Ain’t ]
[ I Never Stand Out ]
[ I Just Blend Into The Paint ]

[ To Me An ‘Ain’t Is Neither A Good Thing Or A Bad ]
[ I Am A Husband Of 25 Years ]
[ But I Am Not Respected As A Dad ]

[ I ‘Ain’t This & I ‘Ain’t That ]
[ If I Was To Ever Be Given An Androgynous Name, It Would
     Definitely Be Pat ]

[ Something That You Can’t Tell If It Isn’t Or Is An Is ]
[ The Only Time That I Am In Front & Center Is When I Am Getting
     Dissed ]

[ But That Is Never A Good Feeling ]
[ That Always Leaves Me Reeling ]

~ The End ~

[ Mahalo ]
[ A hui hou aku ]
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[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]