(1126)▪︎[ What Happened There? … 9•4•2019 ]

[ Have You Ever Woke From A Long Nap ]
[ & Feel Like You’ve Just Been Slapped? ]

[ It’s Not The Action That You Remember ]
[ It Was The Feel ]
[ If This Is Not September ]
[ Then I Have No Idea What Is Real ]

[ Can I Touch This? ]
[ Can You Hear That? ]
[ Was This His ]
[ Favorite Baseball Bat? ]

[ What Is It Doing Here? ]
[ This Shouldn’t Be Anywhere Near ]

[ This Place ]
[ Someone Could Hit Another Kid In The Face ]

[ Now I See Total Chaos ]
[ Right Now I Feel So Lost ]

[ Mattresses Are Being Piled Up Against Door ]
[ Water From The Busted Toilet ]
[ Is Starting To Cover The Floor ]
[ I Wish It Would Stop ]
[ But All I See Is More & More ]

[ The Sights, The Smells, The Sounds ]
[ When Will CS Make Their Rounds? ]

[ I’m All Alone In A 3 Hour Riot ]
[ If You Think This Is Easy ]
[ I’d Be Happy To Have You Try It ]

[ It’s Like Nothing I Have Experienced Before ]
[ These Flashbacks Scares Me Down To My Core ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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(407)▪︎[ A Bad Flash … 4•23•2020 ]

[ I Just Came Out Of A Really Long, Hard Flashback ]
[ Now My Shoulder Hurts ]
[ But Not Even Close To The Pain That I Hurt In My
Lower Back ]

[ I Do Not Know What Is Causing These ]
[ If Anyone Knows ]
[ Could You Give Me The Answer Please? ]

[ & Right Away ]
[ If Not Today ]

[ Could You Bless Me With One Tomorrow? ]
[ Before I Have More Pain ]
[ & Sorrow? ]

[ Bad Back, Bad Back Go Away, Please ]
[ & If It’s For Only One Day ]
[ That Would Be A Tease ]
[ In Anyway ]
[ I Wish This Pain Would Ease ]

[ What Point Is It Trying To Make? ]
[ Subtracting Years Off Of My Life ]
[ Is What It Takes ]

[ & In It’s Place ]
[ Now I Have Much More ]
[ Wrinkles On My Face ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo iā ‘oe  ]
[  A hui hou mākou  ]
[  Aloha  ] ‎ 
  ‎
[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe ]

(902)▪︎[ In The Air … 10•27•2020 ]

[ What Is In The Air Tonight? ]
[ Is It The Scent Of Good Memories? ]
[ Or Does It Make You Want To Fight? ]

[ Fight Back The Tears? ]
[ Or Fight Your Fears? ]
[ You Have Been Battling To Control These Emotions For Over
     18 Years ]

[ You Have Narrowed That Count, Down To Three ]
[ But Each One Has The Same Affect On You ]
[ Because They Have Become Triggers ]
[ For Your PTSD ]

[ When You Start To Head Down That Negative Path It
     Starts To Make You Worry ]
[ When There Needs To Be Someone In The Room ]
[ You Always Want To Say ( I’m SORRY! ) ]

[ In Advance ]
[ Because Nobody Should Be Forced To Watch ]
[ As You Slip Away, Into A Trance ]

[ Can You Be Woken? ]
[ Has There Ever Been A Word Spoken? ]
[ In Your Trance Like Look ]
[ Do You Look Broken? ]

[ You Feel Broken The Minute After You Come Out ]
[ Sometimes You Have Doubt ]

[ Of Where You Are @ That Minute ]
[ You Need To Be Talked To & Engaged ]
[ Or The Movie Can Come Back & Then You Will Be Right Back In It ]

[ Sometimes It Is A Really Slow ]
[ Fall ]
[ Into Someplace That You Don’t Want To Go ]
[ @ All ]

[ Back In, Because There Are Times When You Have Fallen ]
[ Your Name Is What Someone Should Be Calling ]

[ You Can Control A Twitch ]
[ As Well As You Can Control A Sneeze ]
[ So Don’t Act Like A Little Bitch ]
[ Please ]
[ & Laugh & Tease ]

[ Because You Can Hear If You Are Being Negligent ]
[ Or Caring ]
[ It Would Be Magnificent ]
[ If You Don’t Feel The Need To Go Around & Start
     Sharing ]

~ The End ~

[ Mahalo ]
[ A hui hou aku ]
[ Aloha ]   ‎ 
  ‎
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]