(357)▪︎[ Faith? … 5•14•2022 ]

[ Who Does (1) Call When They’re Down In The Dumps? ]
[ This Is Only After You Feel That You Have Taken Your
Share Of Lumps? ]

[ You Don’t Believe In Faith Because Faith Has Never Brought
You Any Form Of Good Luck ]
[ Okay I Have Faith That I Will Not Be Run Over By A Big Truck ]

[ Is That The Kind Of Faith That I Should Count On? ]
[ When People Tell Me To Have Faith ]
[ I Have To Turn & Yawn ]

[ I Used To Have Faith In Every Aspect Of My Life ]
[ Now I Leave All Of The Faith Believing To My Beautiful Wife ]

[ I Must Have Had Faith That The Abuse By My Mothers Hands
Would Stop ]
[ I Probably Had Faith That The Gun In My Fathers Hand Would
Not Go Pop ]

[ Did I Have Faith That The Abuse In The Foster Homes Would
Not Continue ]
[ Why Should It ]
[ Stopping Is The Last Thing That Abusers Like To Do ]

[ I Guess My Faith Worked When My Foster Brother Tried
To Hang Me From A Really High Branch ]
[ Oh How I Hated Living @ The Foster Home On That Ranch ]

[ Around Every Corner In My Life, I Guess I Had Faith Maybe
Once Or Twice ]
[ Guess The Results Of Having Faith ]
[ Isn’t As Fast As Minute Rice ]

[ For Me, I Believe That The Rice Will Cook ]
[ Faster Than Salem Detectives Being Able To Track Down
Crooks ]

[ My Faith In Those Detectives Did Not Last Very Long ]
[ I Gave Them License Plate Numbers & Peoples Names ]
[ Where Could They Go Wrong? ]

[ They Would ]
[ They Could ]
[ They Are As Dumb As Wood ]

[ One Last Breath Of Faith Left Me In August Of 2002 ]
[ My Life Forever Changed That Month ]
[ Without Giving Me A Clue ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]

[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ] [🤙]

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(683)▪︎[ He Did Finally Move Out … 8•17•2021 ]

[ Getting Him Out Of Your House Became All-Consuming @
     Times ]
[ When He Was About To Be Placed, You Found Out That You
     Did Not Have Enough $’s & Dimes ]

[ Even With All Of His Strange Quirks ]
[ Everybody Knew That He Had To Go To Work ]

[ That Began To Be The Only Thing That You Were Thinking
     About ]
[ You Were Stressing Because You Had ALOT Of Doubt ]
[ That He Would Never Move Out ]

[ He Would Have Never Moved Out On His Own ]
[ Even Though He Was (18) & Grown ]

[ It Became Perfectly Clear ]
[ Most Of The Time, You No Longer Wanted Him Living Here ]

[ You Know He Is Your Son ]
[ & You Love Him As One ]

[ But Then He Became Your Number (1) Agitator ]
[ & Your Number (1) Aggravator ]

[ He Aggravated You To No End ]
[ You Know, As The Father, You Are Supposed To Bend ]

[ But You Almost Broke ]
[ & He Could See That ]
[ Then All He Did Was Poke & Poke & Poke! ]

[ He Also Knew What Buttons To Push Down On, Hard ]
[ There Were Some Times When You Really Wanted To Go
     Toe-to-Toe With Him In The Back Yard ]

[ Oh So Close ]
[ But You Did Not Grow Up To Be As Dumb As A Post ]

[ You Knew Where That Would Have Led ]
[ So You Used Your Head ]
[ Instead ]

[ You Had To Wait & Wait & Wait ]
[ You Have Been Disappointed So Many Times In Your Life ]
[ It Was Tough To Have Faith ]

[ You Are Not Disowning Your Son By Any Means ]
[ He Has Stolen From You So Many Times & Had Said So
      Many Things ]
[ But Nobody Heard Your Screams! ]

[ But Now July 14th Is Being Named As Your Independence
     Day ]
[ Someone Finally Heard You Say ]

[ (HE CAN’t LIVE HERE ANYMORE!) ]
[ He Needed To Be Shown The Other Side Of The Door ]

[ So He Was Doing Well @ His New House ]
[ & You Were Loving, Living With Just Your Spouse ]

[ When He Was Coming Over We Asked Him To Mow Our Small
     Yard ]
[ While He Was Doing It ]
[ He Made A Simple Thing, Be So Hard! ]

[ Then He Exploded With Anger & Demanded To Be Taken Home ]
[ Once That Was Known ]

[ You Told Him Then, That Would Be What We Will Do ]
[ He Started Crying, Saying (I DIDN’t MEAN IT!) ]
[ You Wanted To Say (WELL BOO WHO WHO!) ]

[ You Have Always Told Him That There Is No Such Thing As
     (TAKE-BACKS IN REAL LIFE!) ]
[ Especially Since He Did Not Say It Very Nice ]

[ It Was So Nice To Take Him & His Bad Attitude To A
     Different Address ]
[ & Then You Do Not Have To Deal With His Mess ]

[ The First Visit Sure Did Sink Down The Drain ]
[ Pretty Quick ]
[ When His Anger Comes On Like A Run Away Train ]
[ You Won’t Have To Deal With Him Whenever He Starts
     Being A D–k ]

[ Right Away On Any Visits, You Could Tell Him To His Face ]
[ That If He Gets An Attitude ]
[ You Can Quickly Return Him To His Own Place ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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(80)▪︎[ Losing Faith … 1•22•2021 ]

[ I Am Losing Faith In The Human Race ]
[ When I Look @ Society ]
[ All I See Is An Angry Face ]

[ Nobody Smiles Or Gives You A Pleasant Greeting ]
[ Because We Wear Masks ]
[ There Is No Chance Meeting ]

[ You Can’t Tell If Someone Is Smiling Or Having
     A Bad Day ]
[ I Don’t Ask ]
[ & Nobody Will Say ]

[ We All Keep Our 6 Feet Apart ]
[ We Hide Our Emotions ]
[ While We Protect Our Hearts ]

[ Because Of The Year 2020, We Wonder ( WHAT COULD
     BE NEXT? ) ]
[ We No Longer Talk On The Phone ]
[ We Only Send Each Other A Text ]

[ So Devoid Of Emotions Or Feelings In The Words ]
[ When You Are In Person ]
[ You Walk Away Knowing More Than You Heard ]

[ But Society Has Been Quarantined From Each
     Other For So So Long ]
[ Always Afraid Someone Could Be Around Someone
     That Is Sick ]
[ Then Watching Everything Go Wrong ]

[ People Who Die From The Virus Die Alone In
     The Hospital ]
[ Instead Of Looking Into Your Loved Ones Eyes ]
[ They Die Staring @ A Blank Wall ]

[ & I Don’t Want That To Ever Happen To Me ]

~ The End ~

[ Mahalo ]
[ A hui hou aku ]
[ Aloha ]   ‎ 
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[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]