(207)▪︎[ Full Circle … 3•12•2021 ]

[ There Are Some Things In Life That Come Full Circle ]
[ It Is Like The Gamble You Take When You Put Your
     Hand In The Bag ]
[ To Pull Out Some Good Tiles While You Are Playing
     The Game Called Quircle ]

[ I Tried & Tried To Be Accepted By Don ]
[ I Never Knew If I Was Doing Good ]
[ But I Sure Found Out If I Was Doing Something Wrong ]

[ I Have Come @ My Son From Every Angle That I Know ]
[ The Results Don’t Come In Slow ]
[ They Quickly Fly Into My Face As A ( NO ) ]

[ When I Was Around Don I Would Always Hold My Tongue ]
[ But My Son Has Been Cursing @ Me Since He Was
    Really Young ]

[ I Never Did Anything To Don That Would Have Given Him Any
     Reason To Permanently Walk Away ]
[ My Son Gives Me Many Reasons To Walk, Many Times A Day ]

[ Don Walked Away Because He Was Miffed ]
[ I Have Never Gone Anywhere When I Have Been So Pissed ]

[ My Son Never Gives Me A Single Reason To Want To Stay ]
[ Some Days I Just Smile & Say ]
[ ( OKAY! ) ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo iā ‘oe  ]
[  A hui hou mākou  ]
[  Aloha  ] ‎ 
  ‎
[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe ]

(601)▪︎[ What A Horrible Visit … 7•21•2021 ]

[ This Home Visit Was A Disaster From The Get-Go ]
[ The When, Was What We Did Not Know ]
[ So … ]

[ It Was Within The First (2) Hours ]
[ When Everything Went Sour ]

[ Then His Actions & Words Reminded His Mom About Why
     He Was Moved ]
[ He Came Here To Knock Me Out Of My Groove ]

[ When He Turned Into A Problem ]
[ I Would Not Let Him! ]

[ To Continue On This Path ]
[ He Was Making As Much Sense ]
[ As Trigonometry Math ]

[ When He Demanded That We Take Him Home ]
[ My Reaction Was Soon To Be Shown ]

[ I Told Him ( OKAY, LET’s GO! ) ]
[ He Counted On Me Saying ( NO! ) ]

[ The Way That I Was In The Past ]
[ I Knew Could Not Last ]

[ He Used To Leave Footprints On My Back ]
[ A Straight, Solid Spine Is What I Lacked ]

[ So Into My Life Came This Strong Willed, Stubborn & No
     Nonsense Caregiver For Me ]
[ She Really Taught Me How Things SHOULD Be ]

[ One Time Her Grandson Stole Her Credit Card ]
[ She Did Not Just Dismiss It Because He Was A Kid ]
[ No, She Let The Justice System Come Down On Him,
     Really Hard ]

[ I Listened & Learned From This Woman Who Seemed So Wise ]
[ This Woman Does Not Bullshit Through Her Life ]
[ Or Let Anybody Get Over On Her By Telling A Handful Of Lies ]

[ She Taught Me Well ]
[ She Told Me To Use My Five Senses ]
[ Especially My Sense Of Smell ]

[ If A Situation Smells Like Bullshit, It Probably Is ]
[ & To Never Get Bent Out Of Shape ]
[ From An Occasional Diss ]

[ But B.D. Loved To Test My Patience To No End ]
[ Now When He Does Something That I Don’t Like ]
[ I Know Longer Pretend ]

[ That Something He Did Does Not Bother Me Now ]
[ When I React With A ( WOW! ) ]

[ ( WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS RIGHT HERE? ) ]
[ I No Longer React With A Submissive ( OH DEAR ) ]

[ Maybe He Does Not Like This Straight, Strong Spine ]
[ Of Mine ]

[ It Has Been Rough ]
[ Being On The Path, To Becoming This Tough ]

[ When I Kept Saying That It Was Time For Him To Say
     ( BYE-BYE ) ]
[ All He Did Was Sit There & Cry ]

[ When I Went Near Him & Asked ( WHAT IS THIS ALL ABOUT? ) ]
[ He Would Stop & Shout ]
[ ( I WANT TO HAVE A DO-OVER! ) ]
[ When I Would Say ( THEY DO NOT EXIST IN REAL LIFE )
     He Would Pout ]
[ Then I Said ( THIS IS THE REASON WHY YOU WERE MOVED
     OUT! ) ]

[ I Kept Moving Him Towards The Door ]
[ I Kept Telling Him ( DON’t BRING YOUR DRAMA HERE
     ANYMORE ) ]

[ He Thought He Could Come Here To Throw A Rock Into Our
     Calm Pond ]
[ That, Right Then & There ]
[ Was When His Thinking Went Wrong ]

[ He Quickly Found ]
[ That His Thinking Errors Were Abound ]
[ & One Thing That He Did Not Figure On ]
[ Was That I Would Stand My Ground ]

[ We Were Finally Able To Drive Him Back To Where He Now
     Lives ]
[ When He Comes Here ]
[ He Still Has No Respect To Give ]

[ But He Can Now Take His Circus Act On The Road ]
[ Because Of His Temper ]
[ This Visit Was Blown ]

[ Better Luck Next Time ]
[ So Be On The Look-Out For Another Rhyme ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo iā ‘oe  ]
[  A hui hou mākou  ]
[  Aloha  ] ‎ 
  ‎
[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe ]









(116)▪︎[ Today’s Youth … 2•7•2020 ]

[ Has This Generations Youth ]
[ Ever Been Honest & Told The Truth? ]

[ Not To Sound Cranky & Mean ]
[ But Those Instances Are Few & Far In-Between ]

[ He Blames Me, The Adult ]
[ For His Behavior ]
[ & Problems That Are All His Fault ]

[ I Didn’t Raise Him To Curse @ Me ]
[ Also, This Is Far From What I Would Have Wanted Him To Be ]

[ After Years & Years Of Using Words To Cut ]
[ I Have Learned When & Where To Keep My Mouth Shut ]

[ Oh I Could Slice Him To Pieces ]
[ In Front Of My Nephews & Nieces ]

[ Where Would That Get Me By Treating Him That Way? ]
[ On That Day? ]

[ All It Would Get Me Is An Attack ]
[ As All Of The Other Adults Would Talk Smack ]
[ & I Would Get Nothing That I Care To Hear From Him ]
[ As He Talked Back ]

[ Day-In & Day-Out ]
[ I Get Nothing From The Words That He Shouts ]

[ His 18th Birthday Can’t Get Here Soon Enough ]
[ I Would Really Like To Say { PACK YOUR STUFF } ]
[ & Then Off! ]

[ & Take Your Bad-Ass Self ]
[ & Go Live With Someone & Somewhere Else ]

[ See How Fast Some Other People Will Force You Out Because
You Are Not Pulling Your Own Weight ]
[ They Will Probably Give You A Specific Date ]

[ To Get Your Act Together & Do What Needs To Be Done ]
[ Because They Are Probably Not Having Much Fun ]
[ Maybe One Of Them ]
[ Might Pull A Gun ]

[ There Will Not Be Someone Picking Up After You ]
[ & Because You’ll Have A Roommate Or Two ]
[ Who’ll Get Tired Doing What You Are Supposed To Do? ]

[ One Of Your Biggest Wishes ]
[ Will Not Be Always Skipping The Responsibility ]
[ When It’s Your Time To Do The Dishes ]

[ Everybody Has Things To Do Around The Apartment
Or House ]
[ You Can’t Always Get Out Of Bed ]
[ & Drop Down On The Couch ]

[ That Definitely Would Test The Bonds Of Friendship By Making
It Wear Thin ]
[ Then Maybe Someday You Will Be Locked Outside ]
[ & No One Will Let You In ]

[ So We Circle Back To Telling You That Your Mouth Always
Gets You Into Trouble ]
[ Well, Reality Is Going To Burst That Big Bubble ]
[ Barney Rubble ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo iā ‘oe  ]
[  A hui hou mākou  ]
[  Aloha  ] ‎ 
  ‎
[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe ]

(499)▪︎[ Oh, That Fun Son … 6•17•2021]

[ Nothing Is Sacred, Nothing, Is Out Of Bounds ]
[ Then, Nobody Makes Any Sounds ]

[ He Crosses The Line ]
[ Every … Single … Time ]

[ I Buy Something New & He Uses It ]
[ I Buy Something New & He Breaks It ]
[ Or Ruins It ]

[ It Doesn’t Matter What It Is ]
[ Whenever I Get Something New, He Thinks It Is His ]

[ He Comes Into Our Bedroom To Search ]
[ Like An Eagle Sitting On Their Perch ]

[ He Sets Off Such Rage ]
[ Because It Does Not Matter His Age ]

[ He Has Done This Since 8 Or 9 Years Old ]
[ Even @ Such A Young Age, He Was Very Bold ]

[ When Does This Stop? ]
[ When Can I Let The Restrictions Drop? ]

[ When Should I Make Him Leave? ]
[ Because He Doesn’t Fall In With What I Believe? ]

[ The Things He Is Doing Is So Disgusting & Crude ]
[ I Am Really Going To Start Giving A Cold Attitude ]

[ & What He Is Doing Is Gross ]
[ Like Trying To Eat A Piece Of Burnt Toast ]

[ Maybe He Will Cross The Line That Will Land Him In Jail ]
[ I Wouldn’t Accept Any Personal Mail ]
[ Because I Won’t Come Up With Money To Make His Bail ]

[ Maybe He Will Learn ]
[ When It Will Be His Turn ]
[ If Not … He Could Just Watch His Future Burn ]

[ Up ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo iā ‘oe  ]
[  A hui hou mākou  ]
[  Aloha  ] ‎ 
  ‎
[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe ]

(455)▪︎[ My Respectful Son … 5•30•2021 ]

[ He Walked Right By ]
[ Without Saying A Simple ( HI ) ]

[ Have We Really Grown That Far Apart? ]
[ Should Being Ignored, Hurt My Heart? ]

[ The Father-Son Bond Was Broken Years Ago ]
[ He Told Me That He Didn’t Respect Me As His
     Father @ 10 Years Old ]
[ As For The Broken Heart Question, That Would Be A ( NO! ) ]

[ There Was No ( ANYMORE )( TODAY ) Said ]
[ But Ever Since Then … ]

[ I Have & Get So Much Disrespect From Him ]
[ The Respect & Love I Get, Is Paper Slim ]

[ He Does Not, Just Not Respect Me ]
[ He Does Things To Disrepect Me, For All To See ]

[ He Doesn’t Care Of The Place Or In Front Of Whom ]
[ He Really Liked It, Anytime I Sent Him To His Room ]

[ He Would Go In There & We Wouldn’t Hear A Peep ]
[ Whenever I Checked On Him, He Was Asleep ]

[ He Doesn’t Play With Much ]
[ So I Could Not Take Away, Such ‘n Such ]

[ He Has Had No Incentive To Job Hunt ]
[ Sometimes I Have Just Wanted To Step Back & Punt ]

[ I Threatened Him With Military Enlistment ]
[ I Didn’t Get A Single Smart-Ass Comment ]
[ For That, I Gave Him A Compliment ]

[ Maybe I Found, His Kriptonite ]
[ Because When I Said The Word ( MILITARY ) ]
[ There Was Not A Single Sign Of Disrespect In Sight ]

[ He Has Had The Easiest Of Anybody’s Childhood ]
[ After 25 Years The Mom & Dad Connection Is Still Really
     Good ]

[ He Has A Father That Has Stayed ]
[ He Has A Father That Always Asked If He Could Join Him
     Whenever He Played ]

[ I Had Heard Enough ]
[ & Stopped Asking ]
[ After So Many Years Of Being Rebuffed ] 

[ He Wanted To Watch Movies With Me ]
[ One Time ]
[ Then When Asked ]
[ He Just Wanted To Watch The T.V. ]
[ He Said It Did Not Matter If I Was There Or Not ]

[ He Was Never Touched In Anger ]
[ He Was Never Hit By A Belt Or A Hangar ]

[ I Do Believe The Quest To Raise A Respectful Adult Son,
     Was Foiled ]
[ Because He Was & Is, Oh So Spoiled ]

[ He Has Never Been In A Situation When Things Were Hard
     To Come By ]
[ He Has Never Been In A Situation When It Was Hard To Get By ]

[ He Has Never Been Made To Get Through Things On
     His Own ]
[ He Has Never Picked Up A Phone ]
[ When There Was No Dial Tone ]

[ Because The Phone Bill Had Not Been Paid ]
[ Because There Was Not Enough Wages, Made ]

[ His Cupboards Have Never Been Bare ]
[ He Has Never Looked In The Kitchen ]
[ & Opened The Refrigerator  To Not Find Any Food In There ]

[ He Does Not Do What He Is Asked To Do ]
[ I Guess To Him I Ghost Speak ]
[ & All He Hears Is ( BOO ) ]

[ So Him Not Acknowledging Me Does Not Pull On My Heart-
     Strings ]
[ Ignoring Me Is Very Minor ]
[ If Someone Wanted To Compare It To Other Things ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo iā ‘oe  ]
[  A hui hou mākou  ]
[  Aloha  ] ‎ 
  ‎
[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe ]