(1154)▪︎[ Listen Closely, Please … 12•30•2020 ]

[ Things Are The Same, But It’s Just A Different Day ]
[ Words Are Politely Said ]
[ But You Treat Me The Exact Same Way ]

[ Sometimes Worse Than The Day Before ]
[ As Each Day Goes By ]
[ It Seems Like You Hate Me Even More ]

[ Where Do You Get This Hate From? ]
[ Then When Others Ask Me ( HOW COME … ) ]
[ ( YOU FEEL & ACT SO NUMB? ) ]

[ I Feel That Way As A Self-Protective Attitude ]
[ It Is Not To Be Rude ]
[ It Is Just A Protective Change In My Mood ]

[ To Protect My Psyche & My Hurt Heart ]
[ I Have Gotten So Tired ]
[ With The Comments From You That Seem To Be Your Attempts
     To Tear This Family Apart ]

[ Do I Have Some Blame In This? ]
[ I’d Say ( YES ) ]
[ Fixing This, Makes It Be One Of The Top Priorities On The Top Of
     My List ]

[ My Way Of Engaging You, Is To Not Engage You @ All ]
[ Because, Our Past Arguments ]
[ Used To Drive Me Up The Wall ] 

[ I Just Choose, Not To Do That Anymore ]
[ That Is One Of The Many Reasons ]
[ That You Are Being Shown The Front Door ]

[ Kicking You Out, Or Pushing You Out, You Can Call It Whatever
     You Want ]
[ I Am Not Using This Story As A Final Taunt ]

[ This Is One Thing That I Am Extremely Tired Of ]
[ This Is Not Something That I Am Doing ]
[ Because There Is Now, A Lack Of Love ]

[ I Would Kind Of Look @ It As, It’s Because I Care ]
[ I Really Want To See ]
[ That We Have Any Kind Of Relationship To Salvage There ]
[ Or There Will Be ]
[ Anything Left To Share ]

[ Does Any Of This Make You Tense? ]
[ I Just Don’t Want You To Straddle The Fence ]
[ As If This Does, Or Does Not Make Sense ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo iā ‘oe  ]
[  A hui hou mākou  ]
[  Aloha  ] ‎ 
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[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe ]