(874)▪︎[ She Did Not Start Out That Way … 10•15•2021 ]

[ Sometimes We Want To Believe People Are Something
That They Are Not ]
[ Especially When They Are Put On The Spot ]

[ By The Time That You Open Up That Gate ]
[ You Then Look Around & Realize That It Was Too Late ]

[ You Let Her In ]
[ Because You Thought That She Would Be A Friend ]

[ She Would Send You A Friendly Text ]
[ & You Would Believe What She Wrote ]
[ Only To Eventually Find That She Talks Out Of Both Sides
Of Her Neck ]

[ You Found Out How She Can Lie Really Smooth ]
[ It Is When She Makes Her Lips Move ]

[ That Was Not Figured Out Early Enough ]
[ Making Her Exit Really Rough ]

[ Why Did She Do, What She Did? ]
[ She Ended Up Acting Like A Spoiled Rotten Little Kid ]

[ Thinking She Has PTSD Because Of Trauma ]
[ It Was More Like She Has Bad Memories ]
[ Of Some Personal Drama ]

[ She Has No Idea What It Feels Like To Experience A
Flashback ]
[ So All That She Does Is Talk Alot Of Smack! ]

[ You Welcomed Her Into Your House ]
[ She Ate Your Food, Accepted Your Gifts ]
[ Then Turned Into Quite The Big Louse ]

[ You Showed Her Empathy ]
[ Now You Would Not Even Show Her An Ounce Of Pity ]

[ One Thing Is Very Sure ]
[ You Have No Idea What Happened Between You & Her ]

[ One Morning You Were This & Then You Were That ]
[ She Changed As Quick As It Takes To Switch A Hat ]

[ You Really Thought That She Was Something ]
[ But Then She Went & Did A Dumb Thing ]

[ Her Personality Hit A Low Note ]
[ When She Went & Rocked The Boat ]

[ Everything She Stood For, She Denied ]
[ When She Abruptly Switched Side ]

[ But, Yes She Is Missed A Day Here & A Day There ]
[ Wherever She Calls Home, You Don’t Know Where ]
[ But Then Again … Most Days You Really Do Not Care ]

[ Oh Well ]
[ Another Effort Shot To Hell ]

[ There Will Be More ]
[ On The Other Side Of Your Front Door ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]

[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]

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(685)▪︎[ Betrayal, Of The Worst Kind … 9•10•2021 ]

[ Wow, That Is A Huge Slap In Your Face ]
[ After Always Welcoming Her Into Your Place ]

[ That Was A Backstabbing That You Cannot Forgive ]
[ She Basically Cut You Down, Because Of How You Live ]

[ How Could She Do This With All That You Have Done ]
[ When She Got Fired Back In January, You Should Have Run ]

[ But No, You Completely Saved Her Ass ]
[ & There Were So Many ( CALL-OUTS ) That You Let Pass ]

[ There Were So Many Weeks, With So Many Empty Shifts ]
[ There Were So Many Times, When You Gave Her Gifts ]

[ She Is Looking A Gift Horse In The Mouth ]
[ It Must Have Been About (4) Months Ago ]
[ When This Arrangement Started Heading South ]

[ Through All Of Those Days, When There Were No Calls ]
[ You Should Have Shown Some Balls ]
[ To Really Look @ The Writing On The Walls ]

[ The (CALL OUTS), (BEING LATE), (LEAVING EARLY) & (NO
SHOWS) Was Getting To Be A Little Too Much ]
[ She Missed So Much Work ]
[ She Seemed To Be Losing Her Touch ]

[ How Dare She Make That Last Remark ]
[ That Just Showed You How Much She Turned Dark ]

[ She Tried To Cut You Off @ The Knees ]
[ She Built This Entitlement Attitude ]
[ So She Thought That She Could Do Whatever She Pleased ]

[ You Don’t Get It, Because You Gave Her Everything ]
[ She Did Not Give You Anything ]

[ You Don’t Get It ]
[ Because This Is Just A Load Of Bullshit ]

[ She Had It So Easy Here ]
[ If She Is Looking For Someone To Blame For Getting Fired ]
[ She Should Just Hold Up A Mirror ]

[ You Feel So Betrayed ]
[ You Feel Like She Thought You Were A Bug ]
[ So She Sprayed You With Raid ]

[ But Now She Is Reaching Out In An Effort To Explain ]
[ You Don’t Think That It Would Be Worth Your Time ]
[ Just To Hear Her Complain ]

[ Why, Oh Why? ]
[ Did She Have Plans To Hang You Out To Dry? ]

[ Like This? ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]

[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]

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(489)▪︎[ Wow, Did I Mess Up … 6•13•2021 ]

[ Sometimes I Need To Remember To Hold On To What I’ve Got ]
[ Even Though There Are Times When I Act Like I Forgot ]

[ I Apologize All Over Myself ]
[ Because My Eyes Were Looking @ Someone Else ]

[ I Could Never Realize ]
[ How Much Hurt That You Had In Your Eyes ]

[ When You Saw Me Walking With Her Hand In Mine ]
[ I Could See By Your Expression ]
[ You Definitely Did Not Look Like You Were Going Dakine ]

[ When You Caught Me There ]
[ I Immediately Thought That Our Love Was Beyond Repair ]

[ You Waited Several Days ]
[ To Talk To Me About The Error Of My Ways ]

[ I Never Should Have Let That Other Thing Begin ]
[ I Never Want To Commit That Sin ]
[ On You, Ever Again ]

[ I Will Not Tell Another Lie ]
[ But I Have Seen Her Pass By ]
[ Just To Say ( HI ) ]

[ That Was My Only Other Interaction ]
[ I Never Made Another Infraction ]

[ Now My Sole Effort Is With You ]
[ Because That Is The Only Thing That I Want To Do ]

[ There Will Not Be Any Other Females Crossing My Path ]
[ that Is Part Of My History ]
[ Because I Do Not Want To Experience Your Wrath ]

[ Like I Have In The Past ]
[ One Time Is Enough To Last ]

[ I Let You Down In The Biggest Way ]
[ I Never Wanted The Hurt In Your Heart To Stay ]

[ The Way That You Looked @ Me The Next Day, Made Me Wince ]
[ I’ve Had Horrible Dreams About That, Ever Since ]

[ I Know That I Can Never Erase What You Saw ]
[ & I Know That Ever Since That Day Your Nerves Have Been Raw ]

[ Will We Keep Moving On? ]
[ Or Is The Connection Gone? ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo iā ‘oe ]
[ A hui hou mākou ]
[ Aloha ] ‎
‎
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]