(112)▪︎[ Stay Back … 2•2•2021 ]

[ With The 6 Feet Of Distance & The Wearing Of A Mask ]
[ You Have No Idea If The Person Right In Front Of You Is
     Happy Or Sad ]
[ & Nobody Dares To Ask ]

[ We Live In A World Where Distance Is A Must ]
[ We Don’t Go Near A Stranger ]
[ Because There Is A Big Lack Of Trust ]

[ We Don’t Know If They Are A Little Bit Of Being Mentally Off ]
[ Or If They Have The ‘VID ]
[ Because Of A Nagging Cough ]  

[ Even Family Can Be Dangerous ]
[ Just Like Smoking Can Be Cancerous ]

[ It Is The Family That You Are Not Around All Of The Time That
     Are The Unknown ]
[ Those Are The Ones That You Shouldn’t Allow To Come Into
     Your Home ]

[ You Don’t Know Where They Have Been ]
[ With Whom ]
[ About When? ]

[ If They Traveled, Did They Come Home & Lock The Gate ]
[ & Then Take The Time ]
[ To Voluntarily Self-Isolate? ]

[ They Probably Did Not ]
[ When They Were Put On The Spot ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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(035)▪︎[ Stop, Before It Even Starts? … 1•11•2021 ]

[ How Can You Be Heard ]
[ Without Being Seen? ]
[ Can You Say Just One Word ] 
[ Without Being Mean? ]

[ You Don’t Want To Be Ignored ]    
[ Or ]
[ Overlooked ]
[ Anymore ]

[ You Are So Done With That ]
[ Sometimes You Feel That You Can’t ]
[ Keep All These Words That You Want To Say ]
[ Under Your Hat ]

[ & You Don’t Think That You Should Have To ]
[ Would You? ]

[ You Think That You Know ]
[ Because You Really Don’t Think So ]

[ You Wouldn’t Stay Quiet With A Closed Lip ]
[ No ]
[ Because, Sometimes You Do Shoot From The Hip ]

[ Without Considering Your Thoughts ]
[ Without The Effort ]
[ Of Connecting The Dots ]

[ Sometimes You Turn Things Into A Puzzle & Into On To Itself ]
[ When Oftentimes ]
[ You Should Have Left Those Thoughts ]
[ In The Garage, On A Shelf ]

[ You Doubt ]
[ That Some Thoughts Don’t Make A Bit Of Sense ]
[ With What You Have Been Talking About ]
[ So Then ]
[ The End Result Makes Everybody Tense ]
[ Making You Want To Shout ]
[ Out ]

[ So Before The Hammer Drops ]
[ We Should Just Stop ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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(1310)▪︎[ What Are You Looking For? … 11•11•2019 ]

[ Is It Where You Are? ]
[ Or Who You’re With ]
[ When You’re Sitting In A Bar? ]

[ Is It What You Drink? ]
[ Or What You Turn Down ]
[ That Makes You Think? ]

[ Will You Take A Drink From Him, But Not That One? ]
[ Because He Acts Really Dumb ]
[ & He Looks Like Alot Of Fun? ]

[ How Can You See The Heart Of The Man When You Can’t
     Even See Their Chest? ]
[ How Can You Decipher The Good From The Bad? ]
[ & Then Pick Out What You Think Is The Best? ]

[ Do You Watch For Social Cues? ]
[ Is It Safe Walking Around ]
[ Looking For Clues? ]

[ What If You Miss Them Or Forget? ]
[ Will You Then Be Ready To Get What You Can Get? ]
[ Will Things Remain Set? ]
[ Just Like The Day When You First Met ]

[ But Things Are Not Always As They Seem ]
[ Sometimes It’s So Chaotic ]
[ It Can Make You Scream ]

[ Those Are The Times When You Cinch Up Your Belt ]
[ & Take A Deep Breath ]
[ You’ll Find That You Won’t Melt ]
[ Like Some Of The Rest ]

[ Follow The Good ]
[ & Kick The Bad To The Curb ]
[ When You Accidentally Veer Off Into The Hood ]
[ You Won’t Be So Perturbed ]

[ Just Turn Around & Go Out The Same Way That You Came In ]
[ No Muss ]
[ No Fuss ]
[ Everybody Wins ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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(1311)▪︎[ Hope May Not Be … 11•12•2019 ]

[ Sometimes Hope Is A Terrible Thing To Give ]
[ When Someone Is So Depressed ]
[ They Don’t Want To Be Forced To Live ]

[ Living Is The Last Thing That Is On Their Mind ]
[ If Only They Had The Power To Rewind ]

[ The Quest For Hope ]
[ Can Be Washed Away As Fast ]
[ As Water Washes Away Soap ]

[ They Could Tell You To (SHUT THE FRONT DOOR) ]
[ Because They Don’t Want To Hear Anymore ]
[ Then What Are You Saying That For ]

[ For Recognition? ]
[ For Validation? ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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(875)▪︎[ It Does Not Make Sense … 10•16•2021 ]

[ Grief & Questions Ran Through Your Head ]
[ You Could Not Believe That Your Brother Was Dead ]

[ You Thought, Just Last Week You & Brent Were Talking On The
     Phone ]
[ There Were No Abnormalities Concerning His Health That
     Were Known ]

[ The Dr’s. Did Not Know, Either ]
[ His Daughter Did Not Know, Neither ]

[ It Seemed Like It Was A Horrible Fluke ]
[ His Health Should Had Jinked ]
[ When Instead It Juked ]

[ He Stopped Breathing Because Of The Position He Was In ]
[ His Airway Was Obstructed ]
[ So He Could Not Catch His Wind ]

[ It Sure Took Some Big Balls ]
[ For His Daughter To Make The Calls ]

[ To Her Mom & You ]
[ Nobody Wanted To Be In Her Shoes ]

[ You Didn’t Go Into Denial When You Got Her Call ]
[ But You Did Want To Hit A Wall ]

[ Through Past Experience You Knew Better Than To Do That ]
[ Your Dreams Of The (2) Of You Growing Old Together, Now
     Went Splat! ]

[ Onto The Floor ]
[ So You Cannot Dream That Dream Anymore ]

[ He Really Was Not Taking Care Of His Body As Of Late ]
[ What He Drank ]
[ What He Ate ]
[ Just Was Not All That Great ]

[ Your Brother Always Thought That It Was Best ]
[ To Live His Life With Zest ]
[ Maybe He Thought ]
[ That Kind Of Life Would Put Hair On His Chest ]

[ But It Wouldn’t ]
[ Because It Couldn’t ]

[ Why Didn’t He Take Care Of Himself Better In Those Last Years? ]
[ So Now Your Dreams Are Reduced To Tears ]

[ You Used To Joke About Getting Kicked Out Of Places ]
[ Because You Guys Wouldn’t Stop Putting On Wheelchair
     Races ]


[ You Used To Tease Him, But Not The Mean Kind ]
[ That You Always Beat Him In Your Mind ]

[ You Thought That You Will Really Miss Those Calls That
     You (2) Had ]
[ Nothing That Was Said, Was Ever Bad ]
[ Everytime You Had To Hang-Up The Phone ]
[ You Got Sad ]

[ Now Who Is Going To Call You To Make You Laugh & Laugh
     For Over An Hour? ]
[ You Found That Your Brother Had That Innate Power ]

[ Nothing You Said To Each Other Made Sense ]
[ He Sure Had The Knack Of Helping You Unwind When He Called
     To See That Things Were Tense ]

[ The (MOURNING PERIOD) That People Have Always Talked
     About Were Incorrect When It Came To You ]
[ Most Of The Levels Of Grief You Breezed Right Through ]

[ Grief Never Got You All Riled ]
[ Most Of The Time ]
[ Because You Never Went Through A Mountain Of Denial ]
[ That You Couldn’t Climb ]

[ When His Daughter Called To Let You Know That Your Brother
     Had Died ]
[ You Never Argued With Her & Thought That She Had Lied ]

[ You Did Have Times When You Shed Your Share Of Tears ]
[ But You Never Drowned Your Sorrows ]
[ In Shots Of Tequila & Beers ]

[ Since He Died In February ]
[ A Trip To Las Vegas In March ]
[ Was Not Necessary ]

[ You Struggle To Make Sense Of The Senseless ]
[ Because How Did He Get Into This Mess? ]

[ Now That He Is Gone ]
[ Everyone Has Had To Move On ]

[ Your Brother May Not Have Lived The Cleanest Life ]
[ But You Are So Glad That He Separated From His Horrible,
     Greedy & Mean Wife ]

[ You Miss Your Brother @ Times ]
[ That Is Why You Had To Write This Rhyme ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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(717)▪︎[ Not A Fun Life … 8•26•2021 ]

[ Can You Go Through Life Liking People, But Not Trusting
     Anybody @ All? ]
[ It Is Like You Will Take Their Text ]
[ But You Won’t Take Their Call? ]

[ Some People Carry Around A Closed Mind ]
[ Then Are Definitely Not The Trusting Kind ]

[ Most People Want Results ]
[ But Most People Shout Insults ]

[ They Won’t Trust A Single Soul ]
[ They Don’t Put Butter On Their Dinner Roll ]

[ They Feel That They Are Honest To A Fault ]
[ They Don’t Trust The Government Or Banks ]
[ So They Hide It In Their House In A Vault ]

[ Or They Profess ]
[ There Is No Safer Place Than Under Their Mattress ]

[ Do They Trust Family Members? ]
[ Most, No ]
[ Because He Remembers ]

[ Incidents When Someone’s Word Was Not His Word ]
[ Not The First Time Or The Third ]

[ Someone’s Word Is Not What It Used To Be ]
[ If You Don’t Believe That ]
[ You Should Sit Back & See ]

[ Trusting No One, Could Make Your World Extremely Small ]
[ When You Become An Introvert ]
[ Will You Get Tired Of Staring @ The Same Four Walls? ]

[ You Can’t Get Through Life Not Trusting Anyone ]
[ That Kind Of Life, Does Not Sound Fun ]

[ Do They Think That They Would? ]
[ Than They Should ]
[ If They Could ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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(714)▪︎[ Make It A … Was … 8•25•2021 ]

[ Thoughts Come Into Your Mind & Just Roll Around ]
[ When They Stop, You Look Inward & Say (HEY, LOOK WHAT
     I FOUND!) ]

[ It Was A Thought That Became A Rhyme ]
[ When You Looked @ It, Was It Worth Your Time? ]

[ @ First You Said (NO) But Then You Said (YES) ]
[ You First Thought That It Was Just A Mess ]

[ But Then You Had A Different Thought ]
[ You Thought It Was Just (2) Words ]
[ But Then You Saw What You’ve Got ]

[ It Started Like That, Then It Became This ]
[ Every Now & Then It Becomes A Hit Or Miss ]

[ You Move Them Around ]
[ Then Flip Them Upside Down ]

[ About The Time You Were On The Fence ]
[ It All Started To Make Alot More Sense ]

[ It Was All  Because Of You ]
[ Seeing What You Wanted To Do ]

[ But As You Say It Back & Forth ]
[ Did The Thought Go South? ]
[ Or Did It Go North? ]

[ As You Read It With Your Own Two Eyes ]
[ Would This Make More Sense To The Girls? ]
[ Or To The Guys? ]

[ If This Is What You Surmise ]
[ Does This Come Out As A Complete Surprise? ]

[ As You Read Along The Dots ]
[ Does It Start Looking Like A Bunch Of Spots? ]
[ Some Clear ]
[ & Some Looking Like Polka-Dots ]

[ Is Everything Lining Up Right Where You Want It To? ]
[ Are You Going To Use Packaging Tape? ]
[ Or Super Glue? ]

[ Do You Know ]
[ If There Is The Correct Flow? ]

[ Does It Make Ripples In A Calm Pond? ]
[ Or Does It Make Everything In Life Feel All Wrong? ]

[ Nothing Should Play The Role Of The Big Rock ]
[ It Should Not Be As Boring As Listening To The Tic-Toc ]
[ Of The Wall Clock ]

[ If It Does ]
[ Then Hit The Delete Button ]
[ & Make It A (WAS) ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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(874)▪︎[ She Did Not Start Out That Way … 10•15•2021 ]

[ Sometimes We Want To Believe People Are Something
     That They Are Not ]
[ Especially When They Are Put On The Spot ]

[ By The Time That You Open Up That Gate ]
[ You Then Look Around & Realize That It Was Too Late ]

[ You Let Her In ]
[ Because You Thought That She Would Be A Friend ]

[ She Would Send You A Friendly Text ]
[ & You Would Believe What She Wrote ]
[ Only To Eventually Find That She Talks Out Of Both Sides
     Of Her Neck ]

[ You Found Out How She Can Lie Really Smooth ]
[ It Is When She Makes Her Lips Move ]

[ That Was Not Figured Out Early Enough ]
[ Making Her Exit Really Rough ]

[ Why Did She Do, What She Did? ]
[ She Ended Up Acting Like A Spoiled Rotten Little Kid ]

[ Thinking She Has PTSD Because Of Trauma ]
[ It Was More Like She Has Bad Memories ]
[ Of Some Personal Drama ]

[ She Has No Idea What It Feels Like To Experience A
     Flashback ]
[ So All That She Does Is Talk Alot Of Smack! ]

[ You Welcomed Her Into Your House ]
[ She Ate Your Food, Accepted Your Gifts ]
[ Then Turned Into Quite The Big Louse ]

[ You Showed Her Empathy ]
[ Now You Would Not Even Show Her An Ounce Of Pity ]

[ One Thing Is Very Sure ]
[ You Have No Idea What Happened Between You & Her ]

[ One Morning You Were This & Then You Were That ]
[ She Changed As Quick As It Takes To Switch A Hat ]

[ You Really Thought That She Was Something ]
[ But Then She Went & Did A Dumb Thing ]

[ Her Personality Hit A Low Note ]
[ When She Went & Rocked The Boat ]

[ Everything She Stood For, She Denied ]
[ When She Abruptly Switched Side ]

[ But, Yes She Is Missed A Day Here & A Day There ]
[ Wherever She Calls Home, You Don’t Know Where ]
[ But Then Again … Most Days You Really Do Not Care ]

[ Oh Well ]
[ Another Effort Shot To Hell ]

[ There Will Be More ]
[ On The Other Side Of Your Front Door ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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(1296)▪︎[ Go Inside … 11•6•2019 ]

[ When I Pick-Up My Toys & Go Inside ]
[ My Head ]
[ I’m Not Going In There To Hide ]
[ Because I’ve Felt That My Heart Is Dead ]

[ I’ve Gone Inside To Protect Myself From Future Hurt ]
[ That’s Why There’s Nothing Living ]
[ Under My Shirt ]

[ Oh Sure My Body Is Alive ]
[ But My Trust In Others Has Taken A Dive ]

[ It’s Not That I Trust Nobody ]
[ It’s That I Find It Hard To Trust Anybody ]

[ This Apprehension & Distrust Has Been Earned ]
[ From The Many Times That I’ve Been Burned ]

[ Does Everyone Trust Anyone In Their Life? ]
[ Should I Only Trust My Faithful Wife? ]

[ Are There Any Friends Inside This Small Circle Of Mine ]
[ There’s A Few ]
[ Alot Less Than Nine ]
[ But A Couple More Than Two ]

[ One Friend From High School Is My Best ]
[ One Is The Guy Who Trained Me @ Hillcrest ]

[ That Man’s Name Is Nick ]
[ He’s Stood By Me ]
[ Even Through The Tough Years When I Was Sick ]
[ He Never Could Be ]
[ Like ]
[ One Of Those Dicks ]

[ Who Turned Their Backs When I Needed Friends The Most ]
[ One Minute They Were There ]
[ & The Next Minute The Friendship Is As Good As Burnt Toast ]
[ It Seems Like It Wasn’t A Far Reach ]
[ For Them To Turn Into A Ghost ]

[ I Guess They Found My Problems Too Tough To Swallow ]
[ It Proves What I Thought ]
[ Their Miniscule Past Efforts Were Hollow ]

[ They Should Remember The Moral Of The Golden Rule ]
[ (DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WANT THEM TO DO UNTO YOU) ]

[ To Them, It Was A Friendship That Wasn’t Hard ]
[ To Turn Their Backs & Discard ]

[ It Was Easy ]
[ For Them To Act Slimy & Sleazy ]

[ Were They Upfront & Brash ]
[ When They Threw My Name Into The Trash ]

[ I Know That Is Not Why They Did What They Did ]
[ When There Was A Little Controversy ]
[ That’s When They Ran & Hid ]

[ But Nick Has Always Been Honest, Loyal & Upfront ]
[ He Never Sugarcoated Things ]
[ & Bordered On Blunt ]

[ That Is What I Like & Need ]
[ I Like To Grow Honesty After Planting The Seeds ]
[ Nobody Tries To Grow Thorns & Weeds ]

[ I Also Start Questioning My Judgement In The Character
Of Others That Want To Get Close ]
[ As For Backstabbing People ]
[ The Staff @ Hillcrest Gave Me A Huge Dose ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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(1312)▪︎[ Give It To Me … 11•12•2019 ]

[ Just Give Me The Straight News ]
[ & Leave Out Your Own Personal Views ]

[ Of How I Should Go About Living My Life ]
[ It’s Nothing That You Should Or Should Not Like ]

[ I Am Not Here To Seek Your Approval ]
[ For Your Influence Can Be Removable ]

[ & Shun To The Side ]
[ Because After You Lied ]
[ My Respect For You Has Since Died ]

[ Please Don’t Tell Me Anymore Lies ]
[ When I Ask You (WHY?) ]

[ Must I Say (BYE, SEE YA, SO LONG?) ]
[ (MY LOVE FOR YOU IS GONE) ]
[ I See That Your Resolve Is Not That Strong ]

[ As For What I Wanted It To Be ]
[ When You Needed Me ]

[ I Was Right There @ First Light ]
[ Helping You Fight ]
[ Well Past Midnight ]

[ @ Times You Were Surprised ]
[ That I Was Right There ]
[ Hours Before The Sun Would Rise ]

[ Which Was Nice ]
[ Because There’s Not Too Many People In Your Life That Wouldn’t Think
Twice ]

[ On How They Could Get One Over On You ]
[ There’s No Rhyme Or Reason ]
[ That’s Just What They Do ]

[ It’s Not Hurtful Per Say ]
[ That’s Just How Some People Function From Day To Day ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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