[ With The 6 Feet Of Distance & The Wearing Of A Mask ]
[ You Have No Idea If The Person Right In Front Of You Is
Happy Or Sad ]
[ & Nobody Dares To Ask ]
[ We Live In A World Where Distance Is A Must ]
[ We Don’t Go Near A Stranger ]
[ Because There Is A Big Lack Of Trust ]
[ We Don’t Know If They Are A Little Bit Of Being Mentally Off ]
[ Or If They Have The ‘VID ]
[ Because Of A Nagging Cough ]
[ Even Family Can Be Dangerous ]
[ Just Like Smoking Can Be Cancerous ]
[ It Is The Family That You Are Not Around All Of The Time That
Are The Unknown ]
[ Those Are The Ones That You Shouldn’t Allow To Come Into
Your Home ]
[ You Don’t Know Where They Have Been ]
[ With Whom ]
[ About When? ]
[ If They Traveled, Did They Come Home & Lock The Gate ]
[ & Then Take The Time ]
[ To Voluntarily Self-Isolate? ]
[ They Probably Did Not ]
[ When They Were Put On The Spot ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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(035)▪︎[ Stop, Before It Even Starts? … 1•11•2021 ]
[ How Can You Be Heard ]
[ Without Being Seen? ]
[ Can You Say Just One Word ]
[ Without Being Mean? ]
[ You Don’t Want To Be Ignored ]
[ Or ]
[ Overlooked ]
[ Anymore ]
[ You Are So Done With That ]
[ Sometimes You Feel That You Can’t ]
[ Keep All These Words That You Want To Say ]
[ Under Your Hat ]
[ & You Don’t Think That You Should Have To ]
[ Would You? ]
[ You Think That You Know ]
[ Because You Really Don’t Think So ]
[ You Wouldn’t Stay Quiet With A Closed Lip ]
[ No ]
[ Because, Sometimes You Do Shoot From The Hip ]
[ Without Considering Your Thoughts ]
[ Without The Effort ]
[ Of Connecting The Dots ]
[ Sometimes You Turn Things Into A Puzzle & Into On To Itself ]
[ When Oftentimes ]
[ You Should Have Left Those Thoughts ]
[ In The Garage, On A Shelf ]
[ You Doubt ]
[ That Some Thoughts Don’t Make A Bit Of Sense ]
[ With What You Have Been Talking About ]
[ So Then ]
[ The End Result Makes Everybody Tense ]
[ Making You Want To Shout ]
[ Out ]
[ So Before The Hammer Drops ]
[ We Should Just Stop ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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(1310)▪︎[ What Are You Looking For? … 11•11•2019 ]
[ Is It Where You Are? ]
[ Or Who You’re With ]
[ When You’re Sitting In A Bar? ]
[ Is It What You Drink? ]
[ Or What You Turn Down ]
[ That Makes You Think? ]
[ Will You Take A Drink From Him, But Not That One? ]
[ Because He Acts Really Dumb ]
[ & He Looks Like Alot Of Fun? ]
[ How Can You See The Heart Of The Man When You Can’t
Even See Their Chest? ]
[ How Can You Decipher The Good From The Bad? ]
[ & Then Pick Out What You Think Is The Best? ]
[ Do You Watch For Social Cues? ]
[ Is It Safe Walking Around ]
[ Looking For Clues? ]
[ What If You Miss Them Or Forget? ]
[ Will You Then Be Ready To Get What You Can Get? ]
[ Will Things Remain Set? ]
[ Just Like The Day When You First Met ]
[ But Things Are Not Always As They Seem ]
[ Sometimes It’s So Chaotic ]
[ It Can Make You Scream ]
[ Those Are The Times When You Cinch Up Your Belt ]
[ & Take A Deep Breath ]
[ You’ll Find That You Won’t Melt ]
[ Like Some Of The Rest ]
[ Follow The Good ]
[ & Kick The Bad To The Curb ]
[ When You Accidentally Veer Off Into The Hood ]
[ You Won’t Be So Perturbed ]
[ Just Turn Around & Go Out The Same Way That You Came In ]
[ No Muss ]
[ No Fuss ]
[ Everybody Wins ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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(1311)▪︎[ Hope May Not Be … 11•12•2019 ]
[ Sometimes Hope Is A Terrible Thing To Give ]
[ When Someone Is So Depressed ]
[ They Don’t Want To Be Forced To Live ]
[ Living Is The Last Thing That Is On Their Mind ]
[ If Only They Had The Power To Rewind ]
[ The Quest For Hope ]
[ Can Be Washed Away As Fast ]
[ As Water Washes Away Soap ]
[ They Could Tell You To (SHUT THE FRONT DOOR) ]
[ Because They Don’t Want To Hear Anymore ]
[ Then What Are You Saying That For ]
[ For Recognition? ]
[ For Validation? ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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(875)▪︎[ It Does Not Make Sense … 10•16•2021 ]
[ Grief & Questions Ran Through Your Head ]
[ You Could Not Believe That Your Brother Was Dead ]
[ You Thought, Just Last Week You & Brent Were Talking On The
Phone ]
[ There Were No Abnormalities Concerning His Health That
Were Known ]
[ The Dr’s. Did Not Know, Either ]
[ His Daughter Did Not Know, Neither ]
[ It Seemed Like It Was A Horrible Fluke ]
[ His Health Should Had Jinked ]
[ When Instead It Juked ]
[ He Stopped Breathing Because Of The Position He Was In ]
[ His Airway Was Obstructed ]
[ So He Could Not Catch His Wind ]
[ It Sure Took Some Big Balls ]
[ For His Daughter To Make The Calls ]
[ To Her Mom & You ]
[ Nobody Wanted To Be In Her Shoes ]
[ You Didn’t Go Into Denial When You Got Her Call ]
[ But You Did Want To Hit A Wall ]
[ Through Past Experience You Knew Better Than To Do That ]
[ Your Dreams Of The (2) Of You Growing Old Together, Now
Went Splat! ]
[ Onto The Floor ]
[ So You Cannot Dream That Dream Anymore ]
[ He Really Was Not Taking Care Of His Body As Of Late ]
[ What He Drank ]
[ What He Ate ]
[ Just Was Not All That Great ]
[ Your Brother Always Thought That It Was Best ]
[ To Live His Life With Zest ]
[ Maybe He Thought ]
[ That Kind Of Life Would Put Hair On His Chest ]
[ But It Wouldn’t ]
[ Because It Couldn’t ]
[ Why Didn’t He Take Care Of Himself Better In Those Last Years? ]
[ So Now Your Dreams Are Reduced To Tears ]
[ You Used To Joke About Getting Kicked Out Of Places ]
[ Because You Guys Wouldn’t Stop Putting On Wheelchair
Races ]
[ You Used To Tease Him, But Not The Mean Kind ]
[ That You Always Beat Him In Your Mind ]
[ You Thought That You Will Really Miss Those Calls That
You (2) Had ]
[ Nothing That Was Said, Was Ever Bad ]
[ Everytime You Had To Hang-Up The Phone ]
[ You Got Sad ]
[ Now Who Is Going To Call You To Make You Laugh & Laugh
For Over An Hour? ]
[ You Found That Your Brother Had That Innate Power ]
[ Nothing You Said To Each Other Made Sense ]
[ He Sure Had The Knack Of Helping You Unwind When He Called
To See That Things Were Tense ]
[ The (MOURNING PERIOD) That People Have Always Talked
About Were Incorrect When It Came To You ]
[ Most Of The Levels Of Grief You Breezed Right Through ]
[ Grief Never Got You All Riled ]
[ Most Of The Time ]
[ Because You Never Went Through A Mountain Of Denial ]
[ That You Couldn’t Climb ]
[ When His Daughter Called To Let You Know That Your Brother
Had Died ]
[ You Never Argued With Her & Thought That She Had Lied ]
[ You Did Have Times When You Shed Your Share Of Tears ]
[ But You Never Drowned Your Sorrows ]
[ In Shots Of Tequila & Beers ]
[ Since He Died In February ]
[ A Trip To Las Vegas In March ]
[ Was Not Necessary ]
[ You Struggle To Make Sense Of The Senseless ]
[ Because How Did He Get Into This Mess? ]
[ Now That He Is Gone ]
[ Everyone Has Had To Move On ]
[ Your Brother May Not Have Lived The Cleanest Life ]
[ But You Are So Glad That He Separated From His Horrible,
Greedy & Mean Wife ]
[ You Miss Your Brother @ Times ]
[ That Is Why You Had To Write This Rhyme ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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(717)▪︎[ Not A Fun Life … 8•26•2021 ]
[ Can You Go Through Life Liking People, But Not Trusting
Anybody @ All? ]
[ It Is Like You Will Take Their Text ]
[ But You Won’t Take Their Call? ]
[ Some People Carry Around A Closed Mind ]
[ Then Are Definitely Not The Trusting Kind ]
[ Most People Want Results ]
[ But Most People Shout Insults ]
[ They Won’t Trust A Single Soul ]
[ They Don’t Put Butter On Their Dinner Roll ]
[ They Feel That They Are Honest To A Fault ]
[ They Don’t Trust The Government Or Banks ]
[ So They Hide It In Their House In A Vault ]
[ Or They Profess ]
[ There Is No Safer Place Than Under Their Mattress ]
[ Do They Trust Family Members? ]
[ Most, No ]
[ Because He Remembers ]
[ Incidents When Someone’s Word Was Not His Word ]
[ Not The First Time Or The Third ]
[ Someone’s Word Is Not What It Used To Be ]
[ If You Don’t Believe That ]
[ You Should Sit Back & See ]
[ Trusting No One, Could Make Your World Extremely Small ]
[ When You Become An Introvert ]
[ Will You Get Tired Of Staring @ The Same Four Walls? ]
[ You Can’t Get Through Life Not Trusting Anyone ]
[ That Kind Of Life, Does Not Sound Fun ]
[ Do They Think That They Would? ]
[ Than They Should ]
[ If They Could ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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(714)▪︎[ Make It A … Was … 8•25•2021 ]
[ Thoughts Come Into Your Mind & Just Roll Around ]
[ When They Stop, You Look Inward & Say (HEY, LOOK WHAT
I FOUND!) ]
[ It Was A Thought That Became A Rhyme ]
[ When You Looked @ It, Was It Worth Your Time? ]
[ @ First You Said (NO) But Then You Said (YES) ]
[ You First Thought That It Was Just A Mess ]
[ But Then You Had A Different Thought ]
[ You Thought It Was Just (2) Words ]
[ But Then You Saw What You’ve Got ]
[ It Started Like That, Then It Became This ]
[ Every Now & Then It Becomes A Hit Or Miss ]
[ You Move Them Around ]
[ Then Flip Them Upside Down ]
[ About The Time You Were On The Fence ]
[ It All Started To Make Alot More Sense ]
[ It Was All Because Of You ]
[ Seeing What You Wanted To Do ]
[ But As You Say It Back & Forth ]
[ Did The Thought Go South? ]
[ Or Did It Go North? ]
[ As You Read It With Your Own Two Eyes ]
[ Would This Make More Sense To The Girls? ]
[ Or To The Guys? ]
[ If This Is What You Surmise ]
[ Does This Come Out As A Complete Surprise? ]
[ As You Read Along The Dots ]
[ Does It Start Looking Like A Bunch Of Spots? ]
[ Some Clear ]
[ & Some Looking Like Polka-Dots ]
[ Is Everything Lining Up Right Where You Want It To? ]
[ Are You Going To Use Packaging Tape? ]
[ Or Super Glue? ]
[ Do You Know ]
[ If There Is The Correct Flow? ]
[ Does It Make Ripples In A Calm Pond? ]
[ Or Does It Make Everything In Life Feel All Wrong? ]
[ Nothing Should Play The Role Of The Big Rock ]
[ It Should Not Be As Boring As Listening To The Tic-Toc ]
[ Of The Wall Clock ]
[ If It Does ]
[ Then Hit The Delete Button ]
[ & Make It A (WAS) ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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(874)▪︎[ She Did Not Start Out That Way … 10•15•2021 ]
[ Sometimes We Want To Believe People Are Something
That They Are Not ]
[ Especially When They Are Put On The Spot ]
[ By The Time That You Open Up That Gate ]
[ You Then Look Around & Realize That It Was Too Late ]
[ You Let Her In ]
[ Because You Thought That She Would Be A Friend ]
[ She Would Send You A Friendly Text ]
[ & You Would Believe What She Wrote ]
[ Only To Eventually Find That She Talks Out Of Both Sides
Of Her Neck ]
[ You Found Out How She Can Lie Really Smooth ]
[ It Is When She Makes Her Lips Move ]
[ That Was Not Figured Out Early Enough ]
[ Making Her Exit Really Rough ]
[ Why Did She Do, What She Did? ]
[ She Ended Up Acting Like A Spoiled Rotten Little Kid ]
[ Thinking She Has PTSD Because Of Trauma ]
[ It Was More Like She Has Bad Memories ]
[ Of Some Personal Drama ]
[ She Has No Idea What It Feels Like To Experience A
Flashback ]
[ So All That She Does Is Talk Alot Of Smack! ]
[ You Welcomed Her Into Your House ]
[ She Ate Your Food, Accepted Your Gifts ]
[ Then Turned Into Quite The Big Louse ]
[ You Showed Her Empathy ]
[ Now You Would Not Even Show Her An Ounce Of Pity ]
[ One Thing Is Very Sure ]
[ You Have No Idea What Happened Between You & Her ]
[ One Morning You Were This & Then You Were That ]
[ She Changed As Quick As It Takes To Switch A Hat ]
[ You Really Thought That She Was Something ]
[ But Then She Went & Did A Dumb Thing ]
[ Her Personality Hit A Low Note ]
[ When She Went & Rocked The Boat ]
[ Everything She Stood For, She Denied ]
[ When She Abruptly Switched Side ]
[ But, Yes She Is Missed A Day Here & A Day There ]
[ Wherever She Calls Home, You Don’t Know Where ]
[ But Then Again … Most Days You Really Do Not Care ]
[ Oh Well ]
[ Another Effort Shot To Hell ]
[ There Will Be More ]
[ On The Other Side Of Your Front Door ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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(1296)▪︎[ Go Inside … 11•6•2019 ]
[ When I Pick-Up My Toys & Go Inside ]
[ My Head ]
[ I’m Not Going In There To Hide ]
[ Because I’ve Felt That My Heart Is Dead ]
[ I’ve Gone Inside To Protect Myself From Future Hurt ]
[ That’s Why There’s Nothing Living ]
[ Under My Shirt ]
[ Oh Sure My Body Is Alive ]
[ But My Trust In Others Has Taken A Dive ]
[ It’s Not That I Trust Nobody ]
[ It’s That I Find It Hard To Trust Anybody ]
[ This Apprehension & Distrust Has Been Earned ]
[ From The Many Times That I’ve Been Burned ]
[ Does Everyone Trust Anyone In Their Life? ]
[ Should I Only Trust My Faithful Wife? ]
[ Are There Any Friends Inside This Small Circle Of Mine ]
[ There’s A Few ]
[ Alot Less Than Nine ]
[ But A Couple More Than Two ]
[ One Friend From High School Is My Best ]
[ One Is The Guy Who Trained Me @ Hillcrest ]
[ That Man’s Name Is Nick ]
[ He’s Stood By Me ]
[ Even Through The Tough Years When I Was Sick ]
[ He Never Could Be ]
[ Like ]
[ One Of Those Dicks ]
[ Who Turned Their Backs When I Needed Friends The Most ]
[ One Minute They Were There ]
[ & The Next Minute The Friendship Is As Good As Burnt Toast ]
[ It Seems Like It Wasn’t A Far Reach ]
[ For Them To Turn Into A Ghost ]
[ I Guess They Found My Problems Too Tough To Swallow ]
[ It Proves What I Thought ]
[ Their Miniscule Past Efforts Were Hollow ]
[ They Should Remember The Moral Of The Golden Rule ]
[ (DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WANT THEM TO DO UNTO YOU) ]
[ To Them, It Was A Friendship That Wasn’t Hard ]
[ To Turn Their Backs & Discard ]
[ It Was Easy ]
[ For Them To Act Slimy & Sleazy ]
[ Were They Upfront & Brash ]
[ When They Threw My Name Into The Trash ]
[ I Know That Is Not Why They Did What They Did ]
[ When There Was A Little Controversy ]
[ That’s When They Ran & Hid ]
[ But Nick Has Always Been Honest, Loyal & Upfront ]
[ He Never Sugarcoated Things ]
[ & Bordered On Blunt ]
[ That Is What I Like & Need ]
[ I Like To Grow Honesty After Planting The Seeds ]
[ Nobody Tries To Grow Thorns & Weeds ]
[ I Also Start Questioning My Judgement In The Character
Of Others That Want To Get Close ]
[ As For Backstabbing People ]
[ The Staff @ Hillcrest Gave Me A Huge Dose ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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(1312)▪︎[ Give It To Me … 11•12•2019 ]
[ Just Give Me The Straight News ]
[ & Leave Out Your Own Personal Views ]
[ Of How I Should Go About Living My Life ]
[ It’s Nothing That You Should Or Should Not Like ]
[ I Am Not Here To Seek Your Approval ]
[ For Your Influence Can Be Removable ]
[ & Shun To The Side ]
[ Because After You Lied ]
[ My Respect For You Has Since Died ]
[ Please Don’t Tell Me Anymore Lies ]
[ When I Ask You (WHY?) ]
[ Must I Say (BYE, SEE YA, SO LONG?) ]
[ (MY LOVE FOR YOU IS GONE) ]
[ I See That Your Resolve Is Not That Strong ]
[ As For What I Wanted It To Be ]
[ When You Needed Me ]
[ I Was Right There @ First Light ]
[ Helping You Fight ]
[ Well Past Midnight ]
[ @ Times You Were Surprised ]
[ That I Was Right There ]
[ Hours Before The Sun Would Rise ]
[ Which Was Nice ]
[ Because There’s Not Too Many People In Your Life That Wouldn’t Think
Twice ]
[ On How They Could Get One Over On You ]
[ There’s No Rhyme Or Reason ]
[ That’s Just What They Do ]
[ It’s Not Hurtful Per Say ]
[ That’s Just How Some People Function From Day To Day ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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