(031)▪︎[ The Worst Experience … 2024 ]

[ Sometimes, When You Are The Unluckiest Of People, That Were Handpicked To Experience Grief ]
[ From That Date Forward ]
[ It Is Like Part Of Your Soul, Was Stolen By A Silent, Thief ]
[ & Nobody Finds It Important, To Post A Reward ]

[ You Don’t Feel That You Will Ever Get The Time Back, That You Lost ]
[ You Have Gone To The Best Psychiatrists ]
[ No Matter The Cost ]

[ You Grew Up Surrounded By Opulence ]
[ You Thought That Everyone Did ]
[ You Were Told This, When You Learned That The Grass Isn’t Always Greener, On Your Neighbors Side, Of The Fence ]

[ You Thought That Anyone That Grew Up In The South ]
[ Were Taught Not To Pout ]
[ You Quickly Learned That Not Everybody Grew Up With A Silver Spoon, In Their Mouth ]

[ Not Every Child Grew Up Using A Plate Or Spoon ]
[ There Was Zero Glassware ]
[ Used Before Noon ]

[ Now Heaven Has Reached Down & Taken The Number One Reason To Live ]
[ When You Met Her ]
[ You Did Not Know How To Forgive ]

[ She Talked You Off Of That Buildings Ledge ]
[ For The Last Year & A Half ]
[ You Were Living Your Life On The Edge ]

[ Racing Motorcycles Up To The Edge Of The Cliff ]
[ Confronting Strangers ]
[ That Do Not Want To Be Involved In Any Mindless Rift ]

[ This Is The Seventh Death, In Your Family, In The Last (2½ Years) ]
[ This Has Superceeded, Your Worst Fears ]

[ You Never Expected ]
[ Or Accepted ]

[ The Talk That You Would Constantly Over Hear ]
[ Ever Since Then ]
[ Nothing Seems To Be, @ All Very Clear ]

[ You Hear Whispers, Until You Look ]
[ You Do Not Eat ]
[ Unless You Are The Only One That Will Cook ]
[ You Became Vegan, So You No Longer Make Meals With Meat ]

[ It Was A Forced Choice ]
[ Not One, That Was Made, With Your Voice ]

[ But As You Begin To Follow The Prescribed Menu By The Letter ]
[ You Have Slowly ]
[ Started Feeling Better ]

[ Inside, Maybe ]
[ Only By The Passing Of Time ]
[ Will You See ]

|| The End ||

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|| Ka hopena ||

|| Mahalo iā ‘oe ||
|| A hui hou mākou ||
|| Aloha ||

|| Na ||
|| Lopaka DeVoe ||

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(1151)▪︎[ Another Episode … 2023 ]

[ When You Have Been Overcome With P.T.S.D. ]
[ Many Times You Might Ask Yourself ]
[ (WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME?) ]
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[ You Might Think That You Are Having An Anxiety Attack ]
[ But In Reality ]
[ You Could Be Having A Severe Flashback ]
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[ You Won’t Have Control Over Anything In Your Life ]
[ No Control Of Whether It Is Daylight]
[ Or Late @ Night ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ The Date Won’t Matter One Bit ]
[ Neither Does It Matter ]
[ If You Were Fat @ The Time Or Fit ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ You Cannot Fight What Is Coming ]
[ Sometimes The Feeling That Comes With It, Is Mind Numbing ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ You Are Sent Back, In Time ]
[ You Very Well Could Have Been In Your Prime ]
[ The Incident Was Definitely Not Sublime ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ Oftentimes It Could Be The Smallest Thing That Triggers You ]
[ To Strangers ]
[ They Have No Clue ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ One Minute You Are Part Of The Conversation, Than The Next Your Mind Is A Million Miles Away ]
[ Being In A Different Year ]
[ Seeing Things In A Different Way ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ It Could Be A Sound Or A Sight ]
[ Guns, Cars, A Certain Date ]
[ It Could Be (2) People In A Fight ]
[ Whatever It Is, Flashbacks Do Not Wait ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ When One Wants To Take Over Your Mind ]
[ They Are Not The Patient Kind ]
[ They Do Not Wait In Line ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ Flashbacks Puts You Back In To The Mess That You Are Trying To Get Your Mind Away From ]
[ It Is Not A Memory That You Always Welcome ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ It Is No Watermelon Sugar High ]
[ Everything Is The Same ]
[ Flashbacks Never Lie ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ Or Exaggerates The Truth ]
[ There Is No Line To Have One ]
[ Unlike The Kissing Booth ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ @ The Country Fair ]
[ That Is The Kind Of Place Where ]
[ You Would Want To Be There ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ Flashbacks Come & Goes Whenever It Pleases ]
[ It Does Not Come Down With A Case Of The Measles ]
[ For That, It Only Teases ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ You Throw It Right Back If Someone Leaves Any Of Their Dirty Laundry, On Your Piece Of The Tile ]
[ The Dirty Clothes ]
[ Can Be Seen For Miles ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ It Neither Shines A Beacon Of Light Or Raises A Flag ]
[ To Announce It’s Presence ]
[ It Never Plays Tag ]
[ To Give The Location Of It’s Exististence ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ The Life & Times Of P.T.S.D. Is Bafffling ]
[ The Life & Times I is Unraveling ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ Where, When, How Does It Stop? ]
[ When Do The Clouds Drop? ]
[ How Do You Make The Bubble Pop? ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ It All Stops, But ]
[ When … ]
[ Will You Have One Again? ]

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[(°)] [(°)]

~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ Aloha ]

[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]

[(°)] [(°)]
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(007)▪︎[ The Long Walk … 2024 ]

[ Can You Start To Heal By Taking A Long Walk? ]
[ Then You Don’t Have To Become, An Anonymous Outline In Chalk ]
[ On A City Sidewalk ]

[ There Are People, That Persevere ]
[ Because They Are The Ones, That Get In The Driver’s Seat, To Steer ]
[ Not Succumbing To The Demons ]
[ That Push Others Onto A Barstool, Drowning Their Sorrows, In Beer ]

[ (2) Vastly Different People, Who Have A Different Goal ]
[ One Wants To Once Again Become Whole ]
[ The Other Invited Satan Into Their Troubled World ]
[ Then Sold Their Soul ]

[ For What They Thought Would Be Some Sort Of Relief ]
[ Having The Belief]

[ That Since Alcohol Would Temporarily Make Them Numb ]
[ It Was Their Way Back To Normalcy ]
[ That Just Proved To Be An Extremely Dumb ]
[ Fallacy ]

[ They Never Learned, That Making It Back, To Getting Ahead ]
[ Takes Hard Work ]
[ Not By Making Alcohol, Their Cure All Med ]
[ Giving Them Permission, To Go Berserk ]
[ Then Sleeping For Days, In Their Bed ]

[ The Way Back, During Recovery ]
[ Can Be Filled ]
[ With Both Positive & Negative Discovery ]

[ Oftentimes, Not Knowing How Good You Have It In Your Life, Until It Is Yanked Away ]
[ Here Today ]

[ Then Gone The Next ]
[ Not Being Told In A Letter ]
[ Now Being Sent A (DEAR JOHN) Text ]

[ Right There In Front Of You, On Your Phone ]
[ Possibly Leaving You, All Alone ]
[ Your Future Plans, Being Blown, Up ]
[ Cutting You To The Bone ]

[ How Do You Start Back Up? ]
[ Or … Do You Just Give Up? ]

[ This Is A Make ]
[ Or ]
[ Break ]

[ Moment ]
[ Maybe, Not The Best Time, For A Sarcastic Comment ]

[ You Realize That This Will Be The Time, To Pull Up Your Big Boy Pants ]
[ Getting Off Of The Floor ]
[ Away From The Ants ]
[ To Walk Out The Front Door ]

[ You See The Darkness In The Distance ]
[ Sherpa Steps ]
[ You Have To Fight Against The Resistance ]

[ Do You Love Life & Hate It @ The Same Time ]
[ Looking @ Yourself In The Mirror ]
[ As You Drink From The Same Vine ]
[ Asking Yourself (WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?) ]

((•)) ▪︎▪︎ ▪︎○▪︎ ▪︎▪︎ ((•)) ▪︎▪︎ ▪︎○▪︎ ▪︎▪︎ ((•))

~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ] (酪)

((•)) ▪︎▪︎ ▪︎○▪︎ ▪︎▪︎ ((•)) ▪︎▪︎ ▪︎○▪︎ ▪︎▪︎ ((•))

(1216)▪︎[ My Friend Is Hurting … 2023 ]

[ Your Good Friend Is Really Hurting Right Now ]
[ You Want To Comfort Her ]
[ But You Don’t Exactly Know How ]

[ Maybe Her Life Feels Like It Is Going In Slow Motion ]
[ Or It Is Going Up & Down ]
[ Like Being In A Boat, Riding The Waves Of The Ocean ]

[ You Can’t Seem To Give Her Any Empathy ]
[ Because You Don’t Exactly Know How She Feels ]
[ You Don’t Want To Show Apathy ]
[ Because You Are Not The Cart That Lost It’s Wheels ]

[ The Wheels That Helped The Cart ]
[ Go ‘Round & ‘Round ]
[ Now It Feels Like Whenever She Gets Up To Start ]
[ It Grinds To A Halt In The Ground ]

[ She Feels Like She Lost Her Purpose In Life ]
[ For The Longest Time ]
[ Part Of Her Role Used To Be Being A Wife ]

[ She Is Not So Sure ]
[ That She Really Has A Role In Society ]
[ That Would Define Her ]

[ On One End ]
[ She Is A Stabilizing Mother & Grandmother ]
[ On The Other, She Is My Close Friend ]

[ You Have Always Needed ]
[ A Strong, Level Headed Force ]
[ & The Advice That Never Goes Unheeded ]
[ Helps To Keep You On Your Life’s Course ]

[ She Doesn’t Judge ]
[ You On What You Do ]
[ But Her Opinion Won’t Budge ]
[ After She Gives You A Clue ]

[ Sometimes She Would Give You A Look Of Concern ]
[ Instead ]
[ You Guess, Because She Might Have Thought That You Wouldn’t Learn ]
[ If She Slapped You Upside Your Head ]

[ Your Friendship With Her Began Before Your Marriage Even Thought Of Starting ]
[ She Did Not Hold Back Any Of The Words ]
[ She Wanted To Be Imparting ]

[ Your Friend Would Come To Your Rescue Whenever She Found ]
[ You Face Down ]
[ On The Ground ]
[ Floundering ]
[ All Around ]

[ She Never Stood Back ]
[ & Had A Laugh ]
[ She Never Verbally Attacked ]
[ She Did Not Ever Track All Of Your Failures On A Graph ]

[ Because There Would Be Quite A Few ]
[ Whenever She Hears That You Might Have Stumbled, She Would Think (WELL, THAT’s NOTHING NEW) ]

[ You Want Her To Know That When It Comes To You, Her Purpose In Life, Is Vast ]
[ When She Gives You Love, You Know That It Will Last ]
[ This Friendship Continues To Be Part Of Your Future ]
[ Not Just A Part Of Your Past ]

[ Everyday ]
[ You Realize That There Is No Way ]
[ That You Can Take All Of The Pain That She Has ]
[ Away ]

[ You Know That You Don’t Have The Power ]
[ To Make Her Pain Go Away For A Single Minute ]
[ Or For An Hour ]

[ You Thank The Big Guy That Resides Way Up Above ]
[ The Biggest & Best Thing ]
[ That You Can Do For Your Friend, Is To Shower Her With Your Undying Love ]

[ The Least Thing That You Can Do ]
[ Is To Tell Her How Much She Means To You ]

[ Well … Maybe You Just Did ]

[ I Love You Lots, Rita ]

((•)) ▪︎▪︎ ○ ▪︎▪︎ ((●)) ▪︎▪︎ ○ ▪︎▪︎ ((•))

~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ] (🤙)

((•)) ▪︎▪︎ ○ ▪︎▪︎ ((●)) ▪︎▪︎ ○ ▪︎▪︎ ((•))

(1197)▪︎[ Too Late? … 2023 ]

[ Life Is Way Too Short, To Wait ]
[ For What? ]
[ The Ascension,To That Pearly Gate? ]
[ Well, But ]
[ That Would Be, A Little Late!

[ It Is Not ]
[ A Taunt ]
[ Time Will Run Out, Sooner Than You Want ]

[ Sit Down & Call A Friend ]
[ Be Crazy When You Go To Bed ]
[ Pick-Up Your Pillow & Favorite Blanket ]
[ Go To Sleep On The Other End ]

[ What Are You Waiting For? ]
[ Watching Your Investments ]
[ Because You Hope That They Are Worth More? ]

[ Go Through Any Collections & Find A Way ]
[ To Put Them On EBay ]

[ Is The Market Going To Fluctuate That Much? ]
[ Take A Chance ]
[ & Sell Such & Such ]

[ If You Are Waiting To Will All Of This ]
[ To Your Kids? ]
[ Make Sure You Give Them Inventory Lists ]
[ If They Plan On Selling It All, What Should Be Appropriate Bids? ]

[ Tell Your Wife, That She Is The Prettiest Girl Out There ]
[ If You Want To Tell People, That You Care ]
[ Please, Get On The Phone & Share ]

[ You Have Been To More Funerals, In The Last (2) Months, Than You Have, In The Past (10) Years ]
[ That Produced, Way Too Many Tears ]

[ You Were There To Watch A Close Friend Bury A Grandson ]
[ You Were There For Your BFF @ Her Husband’s Funeral ]
[ It Was Not Fun ]
[ To Get The Phone Call ]
[ About Either One ]

[ You Wish, That Your Mind, Would Quit ]
[ With The Guilt ]

[ Every Night, Thank The Guy, Up High Above ]
[ For Letting You Have, One More Day ]
[ With All Of The People, That You Love ]

[ What Causes, A Big Problem ]
[ Is When You DON’t, Tell Them! ]

[ People Can Go, Really Fast ]
[ Time Will Fly, Right Past ]

[ Most Days, You Usually Only Get One Shot ]
[ To Tell Them That You Love Them, Alot ]

[ Kids, Don’t Slow Down ]
[ The Mrs. Could Be Going Shopping, In Town ]

[ Sometimes You Don’t Get, A Second Chance, To Say (GOODBYE) ]
[ This, Is Not A Lie ]
[ Someday, You Might Be Standing There, Asking Yourself (WHY?) ]
[ (DID THEY HAVE TO DIE?) ]

[ Don’t Bypass Your Chance ]
[ To Take Your Best Girl ]
[ To The Dance! ]

((•)) ▪︎▪︎ ○ ▪︎▪︎ ((●)) ▪︎▪︎ ○ ▪︎▪︎ ((•))

~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ] (酪)

((•)) ▪︎▪︎ ○ ▪︎▪︎ ((●)) ▪︎▪︎ ○ ▪︎▪︎ ((•))

(1154)▪︎[ The Hole … 2023 ]

[ Where There Is Smoke ]
[ Does Not Mean That There Has To Be Fire ]
[ When You Say That You Are Broke ]
[ Does That Make You A Liar? ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ Broke Could Mean Your Wallet Or Your Heart ]
[ Having No Money Is One Thing ]
[ The Other Could Tear You Apart ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ Oftentimes You Can Break Down ]
[ Because The Stressers In Your Life ]
[ Have Pounded You Into The Ground ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ All That Is Around You, Is Darkness ]
[ You Have No Idea ]
[ How You Got Into This Huge Mess ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ You Feel That You Stepped Into This Deep Hole ]
[ & Lo & Behold ]
[ You Got Into A Situation Where You No Longer Knew Your Role ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ How Did You Know If You Were Supposed To Follow? ]
[ Or Be Called Upon To Lead? ]
[ Would Your Words Sound Hollow ]
[ If You Felt In Need? ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ In Need Of Support ]
[ Or To Be Guided ]
[ When You Are Out Of Eyesight Of The Fort ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ The Fort Is Your Guidance ]
[ It Has Been ]
[ Ever Since ]
[ Then ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ Then, Was That One Of The Worst Days That You Have Ever Had ]
[ It Was Bad ]
[ Because This One Lady Told You That You Were Not Her Baby’s Dad ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ That Completely Took Away Your Watermelon Sugar High ]
[ Because You Always Thought That You Were Her Guy ]
[ Now That Dream Has Gone Bye Bye ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ Why Did She Have To Tell You Like She Did? ]
[ You Always Believed ]
[ That You Were The Father Of Her Kid ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ Now What Looks Like A Mess ]
[ Could Have Been Best ]
[ If She Would Have Kept That Secret Close To Her Chest ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ Did She Have This Uncontrollable Urge ]
[ To Purge? ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ That Completely Blew Your Future Plans Right Out Of The Water ]
[ Set Them Up To Be Ripe For The Slaughter ]
[ Now Your Future Feels Like It Is On This Giant Teeter-Totter ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ Going Up & Down, Only Staying Balanced ]
[ By The Other Side ]
[ & There Lies The Challenge ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ Finding Something Of Equal Importance ]
[ Not Because Of It’s Performance ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ Mind Over Matter ]
[ But Only Under The Same Circumstances ]
[ Forget About All Of The Chatter ]
[ & The Distracting River Dancers ]
‐‐☆‐‐
[ It Is Not Clear ]
[ About Which Direction That You Should Go From Here ]

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(•) (•)

~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ Aloha ]

[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ] (酪)

(•) (•)
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(1121)▪︎[ How Will You Hope To Cope? … 2023 ]

[ How, Do You Wake ]
[ When You Use Sleeping, As A Coping Mechanism ]
[ Instead Of Looking For, Some Kind Of Medication, To Take? ]

[ When The Experts Say (YOU CAN’t BE HURT BY ANYONE) When You Dream ]
[ Ummm, (NO!) ]
[ People Can Work As A Team ]
[ So … ]
[ The Dreams/Nightmares, Can Make You Scream ]

[ Dreams Can Bend Around The Corners Of Time ]
[ Causing A Minor Memory ]
[ To Become Sublime ]

[ People Who Are Decades Apart In Your Past ]
[ Can Come Together ]
[ Even Though The Difference Of Time Is So Vast ]

[ An Event From When You Were A Teen ]
[ Could Be Happening Now ]
[ Without Any Wasted Time In-Between ]

[ How Did This Person Relate To That Person? ]
[ Or That One? ]
[ Or The (2023) Version? ]

[ Your Dreams Now Seem So Vivid & Life-Like ]
[ Messing With Your Mind ]
[ While Disrupting Your Psych ]

[ When You Finally Wake, You Find That You Are Not Doing So Well ]
[ Trying To Reassure Yourself That Things Are (OKAY) ]
[ Is A Very Hard Sell ]
[ But In A Way ]
[ If You Want To Talk About It, You Wouldn’t Know What To Tell ]

[ When You Wake, You See That Your Dream Did Not Make Any Sense ]
[ It Was Not Like You Were Looking For Greener Grass On Your Neighbor’s Side Of The Fence ]
[ It Was So Believable ]
[ You Woke Up Feeling Really Tense ]

[ But As You Try To Put Your Dream In Order ]
[ & She Is There ]
[ You Are Ignored By Her ]

[ That Does Not Make Sense @ All ]
[ She Is In Your Dream ]
[ But She Treats You Like A Wall? ]

[ Some Dreams Center On A Past Event ]
[ But Maybe Things Did Not Seem The Same Way That They Went ]
[ Maybe, That Was Not How It Was Meant ]

[ Dreams Can Go Whacky, In A Second ]
[ If People Are There ]
[ Was There A Purpose ]
[ For Them To Be Reckoned? ]

[ Why Does Your Dream Still Seem So Vivid, Once You Are Fully Awake? ]
[ Some Dreams, Make Your Heart Ache ]
[ Causing Your Hands To Shake ]

[ Going To Sleep To Escape The Problems Of Your Life ]
[ Might Sound Good ]
[ But In Reality, Can Cause More Strife ]

[ Than, Before You Closed Your Eyes ]
[ When You Are Searching For A Hiding Spot ]
[ The Decisions Made, Are Not Always That Wise ]

[ Trying To Cope This Way, Is Equivalent To Hiding Your Head Under A Rock ]
[ No One Will Talk ]
[ There Is No Watching The Clock ]

[ Nothing You Will See ]
[ Will Possibly Be ]
[ The Key ]

[ To Coping ]
[ But … ]
[ You Can Keep Hoping ]

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[(°)] [(°)]

~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ Aloha ]

[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ] (酪)

[(°)] [(°)]
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(746)▪︎[ The Kind Of Words … 2023 ]

[ When I Look In Your Eyes ]
[ I Can See All Of The Lies ]
[ About You ]
[ & All Of Those Other Guys ]

[ Why Would You Tell Me That They Were Long Ago In Your Past ]
[ When In Fact ]
[ They Were During The Night Before Last ]

[ You Can No Longer Hide Behind Those Big Baby Blues ]
[ You No Longer Can Point Your Finger ]
[ @ Me & Accuse ]

[ I Should Be The Accuser ]
[ That I Am Sure ]
[ But Will I Succumb To The Vast Amount Of Peer Pressure? ]

[ You Have Nothing To Point @ On This End ]
[ Now The Wounds That You Caused ]
[ Will Never Mend ]

[ When Your Voice Said Those Words ]
[ They Were The Most Vile ]
[ That I Had Ever Heard ]

[ All Of Those Times That You Tried To Defend ]
[ Your Words Did Nothing But Offend ]

[ One After The Next ]
[ You Proved Your Guilt ]
[ Through Text After Text ]

[ Your Job Was Never Complete ]
[ Whenever You Tried To Delete ]

[ The Evidence @ Hand ]
[ Whenever Someone Got Close ]
[ You Packed Up & Ran ]
[ You Were Always The One That Chose ]
[ When & Where You Would Land ]

[ It Should Have Been The Choice Of The Ones That You Accused ]
[ Not The Ones That You Refused ]
[ Or Abused ]

[ So You Might Ask ]
[ What Will Be The Next Task? ]

[ Will The Request Be Forever Remembered? ]
[ Or Will It Feel Like You Had Just Been Dismembered? ]

[ A Part Of The Sum ]
[ Or A Part That Is Now Numb? ]
[ Should I Stay Mum? ]
[ If I Feel Like This Whole Situation Is Extremely Dumb? ]

[ Should I Instead Speak My Mind? ]
[ If I Find ]
[ The Kind ]
[ Of Words, Where I Can Unwind? ]

[ That Sounds Like Someone That Was Going Dakine ]

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~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]

[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ] [酪]

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(917)▪︎[ Cigna … 2023 ]

[ There Once Was A Health Insurance Company Called (CIGNA) ]
[ They Won’t Approve Anything That A Dr. Wants To Do, That Will Help Ya ]

[ They Won’t Approve Anything That Could Improve, Your Quality Of Life ]
[ But This Is Your Only Choice ]
[ Because It Is Through The Job Done, By Your Wife ]

[ They Were Asked If You Could Get Injections, For Your Back? ]
[ Everything Was Going Well ]
[ But It Was The Approval Of Cigna, That You Lacked ]

[ This Insurance Will Not Even Approve Your Sleep Med ]
[ Probably For The Last (10) Years ]
[ That Is The Medication That You Have Taken When You Wanted To Have Dreams In Your Head ]

[ The Med Burns All The Way To Your Gut ]
[ You Have To Be Careful AFTER Taking The Med ]
[ It It Is Such A Mind Changing Drug ]
[ It Could Knock You On Your Butt ]
[ If You Are Not Already In Your Bed ]

[ @ The Least, You Could Be Impaired ]
[ This Medication Should Never Be Shared ]

[ Usually, This Med Helps You Touch A Star ]
[ You Should Never Get In The Car ]
[ Of An Unknown Person Who Was Previously Getting Drunk In A Bar ]

[ This Cigna Insurance Company Does Not Have Your Best Intentions @ Heart ]
[ They Are Denying Procedures That Can Keep You From Falling Apart ]

[ These Huge Companies Only Look @ The Bottom Line ]
[ They Might Approve A Single Procedure ]
[ Then Deny The Next (9) ]

[ Not A Fair Balance ]
[ It Seems Like Everytime A Request Is Put In ]
[ The Insurance People Takes It As A Personal Challenge ]

[ To See Which Agent Can Give The Most (DENIALS) In A 30-Day Span ]
[ Maybe In Their World ]
[ Whomever Denies The Most, Is The Biggest Man? ]

[ They Do Not Realize That They Are Messing With People’s Lives ]
[ They Wouldn’t Know If & WhenThey Denied This Medication ]
[ It Would Cause A Breakout Of Hives? ]

[ This Insurace Is A Lame Duck ]
[ When It Comes To The Clients That Need It ]
[ Their Decisions Really Suck ]

[ I Don’t Know If Any Requests That My Doctor’s Have Sent In, Ever Got Approved ]
[ I Wish We Had A Choice ]
[ Because We Would Have Moved ]

[ Cigna Insurance Does Not Give A Rats Ass ]
[ About The Individual ]
[ That Shows Very Little Class ]
[ The Amount Of Claims That They Will Approve, Is Very Minimal ]

[ They Probably Think That What They Are Doing, Is The Best ]
[ I Wish That Every Man In The Agency Thinks That In Gest ]

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~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]

[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ] [酪]

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(1076)▪︎[ There Was This One Kid … 2023 ]

[ There Once Was This Young Kid ]
[ Who Stole A Bell Off Of Your Wife’s Desk ]
[ She Went To Him & Said (I KNOW WHAT YOU DID) ]
[ But She Did Not Hold Him In Check ]

[ First It Was From The Top ]
[ Since He Got Away With That ]
[ He Opened Up The Refrigerator & Had Plans To Steal Her Pop ]
[ Hoping Someday That She Would Let Him Pay Her Back ]

[ Then Came The Next Pay Day ]
[ He Wondered If He Could Pay Her Back In A Different Way ]

[ So The Idea He Chose ]
[ Was To Buy Her A Red Rose ]

[ She Did Not Think That What He Was Doing By Continually Going Into The Breakroom To Wash His Hands ]
[ Was The Same As Him Watching Her When She Stands ]

[ She Seems To Be Naive To The Fact ]
[ That When He Says That He Wants To Only Be Friends ]
[ It Is Just An Act ]

[ He Actually Wants To Add (WITH BENEFITS) To The End Of The Previous Statement ]
[ If She Was To Know This ]
[ Would She Know What It All Meant? ]

[ Lust Can Play Tricks On The Mind ]
[ The Antics He Is Doing ]
[ SheThought Was Only All Innocent & Kind ]

[ If & When This Infatuation Flies Too Close To The Sun ]
[ & Burns All That Is Involved ]
[ Will They Still Call Everything That Had Been Thought Of As Fun? ]

[ So Where Does She Go From Here? ]
[ The Answer Isn’t So Clear ]
[ Dear ]

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~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ Aloha ]

[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ] [酪]