[046][ They Just Don’t … 1•12•2022 ]

[ People Don’t Change, Times Do ]
[ When You Have Food In Your Mouth ]
[ Can You Do Anything But Chew? ]

[ The World Can Chew You Up & Spit You Out ]
[ It Will Show You What Pain Is All About ]
[ You Can Shout ]
[ All You Want ]
[ & Pout ]
[ Until Your Face Looks Gaunt ]

[ When Your Body Runs Out Of Energy ]
[ & You Fall To Your Knees ]
[ How Will You Be? ]

[ Your Eyes Have Witnessed Quite Alot For Someone @
Your Young Age ]
[ Happiness, Sadness, Joy, Frustration ]
[ & An Awful Lot Of Rage ]
[ Sometimes You’ve Come Across People So Angry ]
[ You’d Think They Had Spent The Last Couple Of Years
Locked Up In A 10′ By 10′ Cage ]

[ But They Say That’s What Prison Can Do To A Guy ]
[ Especially When He Gets Convicted Of A Crime ]
[ That Makes Everybody Ask Each Other (WHY?) ]

[ Why Was He Convicted, Everyone Knows He Was Framed? ]
[ The Powers That Be Said That He Did It ]
[ & They Put Him Out There To Be Blamed ]
[ When He Was Put Into A Pit ]
[ Things For Him, Were Never The Same ]

[ When Society Put Him Into That Role ]
[ He Lost His Soul ]
[ He Was Put Into An Impossible Situation ]
[ Like Trying To Climb A Greased Pole ]

[ How Could He Do That Task? ]
[ He Definitely Could Not Do It Fast ]
[ Even When Asked ]

[ So How Do You Bring Someone Back ]
[ After They’ve Been Mentally Attacked? ]

[ Can Anyone Come Back & Be Like They Were? ]
[ That Is One Thing Where People Are Not So Sure ]

[ But They Try, Try, Try Their Best ]
[ Most Eventually Give Up ]
[ & Put Their Past Life To Rest ]

[ Then They Become A Shell Of The Person That They
Used To Be ]
[ & In Their Mind ]
[ Their Soul Will Never, Ever Be Totally Free ]

[ Give Up, Give In & Then Say Goodnight ]
[ All They Can Say ]
[ Is That They Have No More Fight ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]

[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ] [🤙]

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[109][ Full Memories … 3•1•2022 ]

[ Are Your Memories Full Of Mistakes That Were Made? ]
[ Or Lessons Learned? ]
[ Would You Always Trade ]
[ Back In ]
[ The Mistakes That Caused You Concern? ]

[ Are The Lessons Learned Always Because Of The
Mistakes You Make? ]
[ Can You Magically Make A Pie? ]
[ After You Tried To Make A Cake? ]

[ The Knowledge That Mistakes Bring ]
[ Are Not Tied Together By Strings ]

[ You Try Your Hardest To Not Make The Same Mistakes
Twice ]
[ Not Burning Your Hand On A Hot Stove Again ]
[ Would Really Be Nice ]

[ Sometimes My Mistakes Makes Their Way Into My Dreams ]
[ I Have No Control Of That It Seems ]

[ Everyday I Wind Around Lifes Potholes ]
[ Many Times In My Life ]
[ I Have Questioned My Roles ]

[ Of What I’m Supposed To Be ]
[ In Today’s Fractious Society ]

[ Do I Wear Many Hats, Or Just Concentrate On Just A Few? ]
[ I Don’t Have The Heart Or Energy ]
[ To Take On Anything New ]
[ I Never Want To Shift The Spotlight On Me ]
[ So Others Can Taunt ( OH BOO HOO ) ]

[ I Don’t Believe In Pity Parties So You Could Sit In The
Corner & Pout ]
[ I Thoroughly Believe In Working Things Out ]
[ Then I Can Fall Asleep With No Nagging Doubts ]

~ The End ~

[ Mahalo ]
[ A hui hou aku ]
[ Aloha ]   ‎ 
  ‎
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]

[ 096 ][ Who Knew? … 1•31•2022 ]

[ As You Are Looking @ The Beautiful Sunset ]
[ When You Are Alone ]
[ What Should You Expect? ]

[ Will You Constantly Look @ Your Phone, Hoping For A Call? ]
[ When It Does Not Ring ]
[ Do You Just Continue To Stare @ The Living Room Wall ]

[ You Don’t Know Why They Call It The (LIVING ROOM) ]
[ There Is Nothing Living There Most Of The Day ]
[ Not Even The Broom ]

[ Well Actually The Broom Had More Life ]
[ When You Were Able To Share Everything With Your Wife ]

[ (1) Morning You Were Hugging & Kissing ]
[ When She Did Not Come Home After Work ]
[ She Went Missing ]

[ The Police Do Not Have A Single Clue ]
[ Neither Do You ]

[ You Wait By The Phone ]
[ You Take It Everywhere That You Go ]
[ All You Hear Is That Annoying Dial Tone ]
[ But You Never Know ]

[ You Talked To Her During Her Lunch ]
[ Could You Feel That Something Was Wrong Because You
Did Not Eat Very Much? ]

[ You Weren’t Very Hungry, For Some Reason ]
[ Is This Allergy Season? ]

[ Was She Under Alot Of Unusual Stress? ]
[ Is There Anything That You Want To Confess? ]

[ (NO!) ]
[ Everyone Felt That Was So ]

[ So, Where Do You Go From Here? ]
[ Please Don’t Go Soak In Whiskey & Beer ]

[ You Don’t Even Know Who To Talk Too ]
[ Who Knows? ]
[ Who Knew ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]

[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]

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(024)▪︎[ Pretty Set … 1•7•2022 ]

[ There Are Nights When You Do Not Dream ]
[ Those Are Nights When You Do Not Wake-Up Hearing
Your Voice Scream ]

[ You Always Wish That There Could Be More Nights Of Quiet ]
[ Instead, You Have Nightmares Of The Riot ]

[ Yes, That Was (19) Years Ago ]
[ So? ]

[ Your Nightmares Often Happen During The Day ]
[ When (THE MOVIE) Starts ]
[ You Cannot Figure Out How To Get Out Of It’s Way ]

[ It Is As Small As A Dream In Your Head ]
[ It As Large As The Bed ]

[ You Are Not Always In Bed When These Occur ]
[ They Are So Vivid They Make You Feel Really Unsure ]

[ Unsure Of The Date Or The Year ]
[ Nothing Is Clear ]

[ 2002 Seems Like Yesterday ]
[ (GET OVER IT) Some Say ]

[ Fun Fact ]
[ They Are Not The One That Gets Dragged Back ]

[ Back To A Date That You Wish That Your Memory Would
Forget ]
[ No Luck ]
[ It Seems Pretty Set ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]

[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]

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(015)▪︎[ Not Wanted … 1•4•2022 ]

[ The Dream Of The Walls Closing In, Seems To Be The 1st
     Sign ]
[ That Is The First True Marker That Things May Be Out
     Of Line ]

[ Maybe The Feeling Of Getting Sick ] 
[ Is The Part Of Getting Claustrophobic ]

[ The Fever Is Next ]
[ You Could Call Out Being Sick In A Text ]

[ No One Would Know ]
[ Because You Are Not Part Of Anyone Else’s Shit Show ]

[ You Are Not In Anybodys Inside Circle @ All ]
[ Your Smiling Face Picture Is Not On Anybody’s Wall ]

[ If You Were To Disappear, Not (1) Of Them Would Say That
     It Mattered ]
[ That Does Not Make You Feel Flattered ]

[ It Shows That You Have Zero Impact On Their Life ]
[ They Don’t Care If You Were To Stop Saying (GOODNIGHT) ]

[ It Is Tough To Feel Unwanted ]
[ You Try To Be Undaunted ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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(25)▪︎[ Voices … 1•7•2022 ]

[ Do You Have Permission To Change Your Mind ]
[ It Is A Very Confusing World You Will Find ]

[ Are There Weapons Involved? ]  
[ Is There A Multitude Of Questions To Be Solved? ]

[ Do You Have A Better Pull Than The Other Voices? ]
[ Because Your Mind Has A Big Pool Of Choices ]

[ Sometimes There Are So Many Choices To Choose From ]
[ More Than (2) Going @ (1) Time Could Make Your Mind Go Numb ]

[ What If You Figured Out Some Questions, Answers? ]
[ You Need To Be Conscious Of What You Are Trying To Tackle ]
[ You Were Not Cut Out To Cure All Of The Number Of Cancers ]

[ It Is Best That The Voices Stand As One ]
[ That Doesn’t Mean That It Is Alot Fun ]

[ Voices Can Be Thoughts & Vice Versa ]
[ But That Doesn’t Mean That They Want You To Do What Would
     Be Best For Ya ]

[ It Is The Bad Voices In Your Head That Makes You Choose To Do
      Something Bad ]
[ Everything That Those Voices Start To Say Is Sad ]

[ Whenever You Have Choices ]
[ Go With The Positive Voices ]

[ They Can Help You Build ]
[ Without The Guilt ]

[ Because You Will Not Be Doing Anything Wrong ]
[ So You Won’t Have Bad Dreams Of Battling King Kong ]

[ Good Voices Move You Forward, Not Back ]
[ Good Voices Knows When To Take A Break ]
[ Then Go Get Some Water & A Snack ]

[ Negative Voices Can Lead You Into Danger ]
[ You Won’t Be Saved By The Lone Ranger ]

[ Go To The Rainbow & Then Beyond ]
[ Go To Places Where You Feel That You Belong ]

[ Put Your Flag Down ]
[ & Look Around ]

[ & Smile ]
[ For Awhile ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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[156]▪︎[ Mahalo Stranger … 3•7•2022 ]

[ Life Is Mostly (1) Constant Conundrum ]
[ & It Is Each Persons Responsibility To Not Stand Still &
Go Numb ]

[ Should Someone Live To Give? ]
[ Or Should You Give While You Live? ]

[ When You Are Able To See Someone That You Feel Is Truly
In Need ]
[ It Feels So Good To Do A Good Deed ]

[ This (1) Night, While Downtown, A Guy Came Up To You From The
Back ]
[ For Some Reason It Did Not Bother You ]
[ You Never Felt That You Were Being Attacked ]

[ He Acted Embarrassed & Ashamed To Ask For Some Change ]
[ You Gave Him A Couple Of Dollars ]
[ But Something Bothered You About That Exchange ]

[ You Felt In Your Pocket & Remembered That You Were Actually
Pretty Flushed ]
[ So You Looked & Walked Around The Area, In A Rush ]

[ Then You Saw Him Further Down The Sidewalk, To Your Right ]
[ You Wanted His Attention ]
[ But You Really Did Not Want To Startle Him To Where He
Would Feel That He Had To Fight ]

[ You Calmly Got His Attention, So He Stopped Walking & He
Turned Around ]
[ You Asked Him If He Remembered You, As He Continued To Look
@ The Ground ]

[ He Was Shaking When He Asked If You Wanted The Money
Returned Now? ]
[ You Said (NO) As You Handed Him (2) More Bills ]
[ He Quietly Said (WOW) ]

[ You Understood Why ]
[ He Did Not Want To Get Mugged By Another Guy ]
[ He Finally Looked Up & We Locked Eyes ]

[ What You Saw On His Face Was Pure Gratitude ]
[ Then His Face Had To Turn Back Into His Street Attitude ]

[ As You Walked Away, It Felt Like You Were Given A Gift ]
[ & A Much Needed Lift ]

[ @ The Same Time ]
[ Thank You To The Man That Was The Central Reason For This
Rhyme ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]

[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]

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[017][ No Money In It … 1•4•2022 ]

[ There Are Words In Every Direction That You Look ]
[ Sometimes They Are Not Written In A Book ]

[ They Come Down The Slide ] 
[ Maybe The Thoughts Should Pick A Side ]

[ Is One Side Good? ]
[ Is The Other Side Bad? ]
[ When You Are This Misunderstood ]
[ Does It Make You Mad? ]

[ No One Wants To Be That Miss-Understood For A Second ]
[ You Reckon ]

[ How Do You Turn It Around? ]
[ Instead Of Letting Someone Pound It To The Ground ]

[ To Get It Level ]
[ Would You Need A Beval? ]

[ Or Does It Need To Go Completely In? ]
[ You Will Never Win ]

[ Because The Thoughts Will Not Cooperate ]
[ & The Doctors Will Not Operate ]

[ Because There Is No Money In It ]
[ & That Is What You Don’t Understand ]
[ Even A Little Bit ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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[019][ Finding Solace … 1•5•2022 ]

[ Some Say That (TO BE TOUGH, IS TO BE FRAGILE) ]
[ (TO BE TENDER, IS TO BE TRULY FIERCE) ]
[ Must You Also Be Agile? ]

[ All In The Search For Solace In Your Life ]
[ In Your Search For That Guiding Light ]

[ All In The Search ]
[ Sitting Up High On A Perch ] 

[ Looking For That Light That Will Point You In The Right
     Direction ]
[ For Even The Slightest Consideration ]

[ Of Which Way That You Need To Go ]
[ Because You Flat Out Don’t Know ]

[ Once You Find Solace, Than What? ]
[ Will You Get The Answers To All Of Those Questions That
     Have Been Burning Inside Of Your Gut? ]

[ The Answers To The Questions That You Have Pondered ]
[ The Ones That Have Made Your Mind Wander ]

[ Why Are You Here? ]
[ It Has Never Been Clear ]

[ Where Is This Search Taking You? ]
[ You Have Searched For Every Clue ]

[ No One Seems To Know ]
[ So … ]

[ What Happens After? ]
[ When You Turn The Page ]
[ & Seek Enlightenment In The Next Chapter ]

[ Page After Page You Will Turn ]
[ Through It All ]
[ You Actually Learn ]

[ How To Be Fragile, While Being Tough ]
[ Being Tender & Also Being Fierce Is Rough ]
[ Because You Never Know That You Were Doing ]
[ Each Different Ways Enough ]

[ Is Being Fragile The Opposite Way To Be In Certain
     Situations? ]
[ Doing It That Way Causes Everybody Some Consternation ]

[ There Was No Spilling Over Of Confidence ]
[ All They Feel Is Indifference ]

[ When & What Will It Take To Turn This Around ]
[ It Will Be A Tough Hill To Climb That You Found ]

[ Really, Tough ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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(119)▪︎[ Re-Fund The Police … 2•10•2022 ]

[ Portland, Oregon Has Become Such A Violent & Dangerous
     City ]
[ It Used To Be As Safe As Owning A Little Kitty ]

[ Everyday There Is A Shooting, Or Two ]
[ It Is So Dangerous, Because Of What Some Criminals Do ]

[ You Feel For The People That Live There ]
[ They Need To Know That Other People Ouside Of Their
     Community Care ]

[ The Business Owners Are Losing Money Hand Over Fist ]
[ So Many Have Moved Their Business Or Just Outright
     Closed ]
[ You Would Think That The Puppet Mayor Would Have A List ]

[ That Horrible Person Hardesty Does Nothing Good ]
[ She Took The Police Out Of The Downtown Area ]
[ Turning All Of That Into A Really Dangerous Neighborhood ]

[ Defund The Police Were The Stupidest Words That She
     Continued To Scream ]
[ She, Turned The City Of Portland Into A Horrible Dream ]

[ I Do Believe That They Call That A Nightmare ]
[ She Continues To Show That She Does Not Care ]
[ Her & The Puppet Mayor Show Zero Leadership ]
[ Did She Ruin The City On A Dare? ]

[ How Has Defunding The Police Department Worked For You? ]
[ If You Have A Police Officer Or (2) ]

[ Guarding You & The Mayor ]
[ Why Do You Think You Need Them There? ]

[ You Both Sided With The Rioters That Made The Downtown
    Area Look Like Hell ]
[ I Am Not Talking About The Demonstrators Who Meant Well ]

[ Okay Hardesty, Some Say You Need To Treat Your Body
     Like A Temple ]
[ If Little Kids Were Told That & Saw You ]
[ Is Your Look Setting A Good Example? ]

[ You Look Like Life Has Got The Best Of You So You’ve Grown
     Bitter ]
[ You Should Retire ]
[ & Just Become The Scary Babysitter ]

[ This City’s Politicians Should Be Voted Out ]
[ When You All Are Gone, Could Portland Come Back Around? ]
[ You Leave The People A Massive Amount Of Doubt ]

[ You All Should Go Quietly Into The Night ]
[ So People Can Go Downtown & Not Be Full Of Fright ]

[ Bring Back The Downtown Police Units & Give The City
     Some Form Of Law & Order ]
[ Put Hardesty Down In A City Close To The California Border ]

[ I Hear There Are No Police Down There @ All ]
[ Hey, We Should Give Them A Call ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo E Ka hoa  ]
[  A hui hou  ]
[ Aloha  ]

[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe  ]

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