[ There Are Nights When You Do Not Dream ]
[ Those Are Nights When You Do Not Wake-Up Hearing
Your Voice Scream ]
[ You Always Wish That There Could Be More Nights Of Quiet ]
[ Instead, You Have Nightmares Of The Riot ]
[ Yes, That Was (19) Years Ago ]
[ So? ]
[ Your Nightmares Often Happen During The Day ]
[ When (THE MOVIE) Starts ]
[ You Cannot Figure Out How To Get Out Of It’s Way ]
[ It Is As Small As A Dream In Your Head ]
[ It As Large As The Bed ]
[ You Are Not Always In Bed When These Occur ]
[ They Are So Vivid They Make You Feel Really Unsure ]
[ Unsure Of The Date Or The Year ]
[ Nothing Is Clear ]
[ 2002 Seems Like Yesterday ]
[ (GET OVER IT) Some Say ]
[ Fun Fact ]
[ They Are Not The One That Gets Dragged Back ]
[ Back To A Date That You Wish That Your Memory Would
Forget ]
[ No Luck ]
[ It Seems Pretty Set ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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Author: rdvoe165
(015)▪︎[ Not Wanted … 1•4•2022 ]
[ The Dream Of The Walls Closing In, Seems To Be The 1st
Sign ]
[ That Is The First True Marker That Things May Be Out
Of Line ]
[ Maybe The Feeling Of Getting Sick ]
[ Is The Part Of Getting Claustrophobic ]
[ The Fever Is Next ]
[ You Could Call Out Being Sick In A Text ]
[ No One Would Know ]
[ Because You Are Not Part Of Anyone Else’s Shit Show ]
[ You Are Not In Anybodys Inside Circle @ All ]
[ Your Smiling Face Picture Is Not On Anybody’s Wall ]
[ If You Were To Disappear, Not (1) Of Them Would Say That
It Mattered ]
[ That Does Not Make You Feel Flattered ]
[ It Shows That You Have Zero Impact On Their Life ]
[ They Don’t Care If You Were To Stop Saying (GOODNIGHT) ]
[ It Is Tough To Feel Unwanted ]
[ You Try To Be Undaunted ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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(25)▪︎[ Voices … 1•7•2022 ]
[ Do You Have Permission To Change Your Mind ]
[ It Is A Very Confusing World You Will Find ]
[ Are There Weapons Involved? ]
[ Is There A Multitude Of Questions To Be Solved? ]
[ Do You Have A Better Pull Than The Other Voices? ]
[ Because Your Mind Has A Big Pool Of Choices ]
[ Sometimes There Are So Many Choices To Choose From ]
[ More Than (2) Going @ (1) Time Could Make Your Mind Go Numb ]
[ What If You Figured Out Some Questions, Answers? ]
[ You Need To Be Conscious Of What You Are Trying To Tackle ]
[ You Were Not Cut Out To Cure All Of The Number Of Cancers ]
[ It Is Best That The Voices Stand As One ]
[ That Doesn’t Mean That It Is Alot Fun ]
[ Voices Can Be Thoughts & Vice Versa ]
[ But That Doesn’t Mean That They Want You To Do What Would
Be Best For Ya ]
[ It Is The Bad Voices In Your Head That Makes You Choose To Do
Something Bad ]
[ Everything That Those Voices Start To Say Is Sad ]
[ Whenever You Have Choices ]
[ Go With The Positive Voices ]
[ They Can Help You Build ]
[ Without The Guilt ]
[ Because You Will Not Be Doing Anything Wrong ]
[ So You Won’t Have Bad Dreams Of Battling King Kong ]
[ Good Voices Move You Forward, Not Back ]
[ Good Voices Knows When To Take A Break ]
[ Then Go Get Some Water & A Snack ]
[ Negative Voices Can Lead You Into Danger ]
[ You Won’t Be Saved By The Lone Ranger ]
[ Go To The Rainbow & Then Beyond ]
[ Go To Places Where You Feel That You Belong ]
[ Put Your Flag Down ]
[ & Look Around ]
[ & Smile ]
[ For Awhile ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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[156]▪︎[ Mahalo Stranger … 3•7•2022 ]
[ Life Is Mostly (1) Constant Conundrum ]
[ & It Is Each Persons Responsibility To Not Stand Still &
Go Numb ]
[ Should Someone Live To Give? ]
[ Or Should You Give While You Live? ]
[ When You Are Able To See Someone That You Feel Is Truly
In Need ]
[ It Feels So Good To Do A Good Deed ]
[ This (1) Night, While Downtown, A Guy Came Up To You From The
Back ]
[ For Some Reason It Did Not Bother You ]
[ You Never Felt That You Were Being Attacked ]
[ He Acted Embarrassed & Ashamed To Ask For Some Change ]
[ You Gave Him A Couple Of Dollars ]
[ But Something Bothered You About That Exchange ]
[ You Felt In Your Pocket & Remembered That You Were Actually
Pretty Flushed ]
[ So You Looked & Walked Around The Area, In A Rush ]
[ Then You Saw Him Further Down The Sidewalk, To Your Right ]
[ You Wanted His Attention ]
[ But You Really Did Not Want To Startle Him To Where He
Would Feel That He Had To Fight ]
[ You Calmly Got His Attention, So He Stopped Walking & He
Turned Around ]
[ You Asked Him If He Remembered You, As He Continued To Look
@ The Ground ]
[ He Was Shaking When He Asked If You Wanted The Money
Returned Now? ]
[ You Said (NO) As You Handed Him (2) More Bills ]
[ He Quietly Said (WOW) ]
[ You Understood Why ]
[ He Did Not Want To Get Mugged By Another Guy ]
[ He Finally Looked Up & We Locked Eyes ]
[ What You Saw On His Face Was Pure Gratitude ]
[ Then His Face Had To Turn Back Into His Street Attitude ]
[ As You Walked Away, It Felt Like You Were Given A Gift ]
[ & A Much Needed Lift ]
[ @ The Same Time ]
[ Thank You To The Man That Was The Central Reason For This
Rhyme ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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[017][ No Money In It … 1•4•2022 ]
[ There Are Words In Every Direction That You Look ]
[ Sometimes They Are Not Written In A Book ]
[ They Come Down The Slide ]
[ Maybe The Thoughts Should Pick A Side ]
[ Is One Side Good? ]
[ Is The Other Side Bad? ]
[ When You Are This Misunderstood ]
[ Does It Make You Mad? ]
[ No One Wants To Be That Miss-Understood For A Second ]
[ You Reckon ]
[ How Do You Turn It Around? ]
[ Instead Of Letting Someone Pound It To The Ground ]
[ To Get It Level ]
[ Would You Need A Beval? ]
[ Or Does It Need To Go Completely In? ]
[ You Will Never Win ]
[ Because The Thoughts Will Not Cooperate ]
[ & The Doctors Will Not Operate ]
[ Because There Is No Money In It ]
[ & That Is What You Don’t Understand ]
[ Even A Little Bit ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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[019][ Finding Solace … 1•5•2022 ]
[ Some Say That (TO BE TOUGH, IS TO BE FRAGILE) ]
[ (TO BE TENDER, IS TO BE TRULY FIERCE) ]
[ Must You Also Be Agile? ]
[ All In The Search For Solace In Your Life ]
[ In Your Search For That Guiding Light ]
[ All In The Search ]
[ Sitting Up High On A Perch ]
[ Looking For That Light That Will Point You In The Right
Direction ]
[ For Even The Slightest Consideration ]
[ Of Which Way That You Need To Go ]
[ Because You Flat Out Don’t Know ]
[ Once You Find Solace, Than What? ]
[ Will You Get The Answers To All Of Those Questions That
Have Been Burning Inside Of Your Gut? ]
[ The Answers To The Questions That You Have Pondered ]
[ The Ones That Have Made Your Mind Wander ]
[ Why Are You Here? ]
[ It Has Never Been Clear ]
[ Where Is This Search Taking You? ]
[ You Have Searched For Every Clue ]
[ No One Seems To Know ]
[ So … ]
[ What Happens After? ]
[ When You Turn The Page ]
[ & Seek Enlightenment In The Next Chapter ]
[ Page After Page You Will Turn ]
[ Through It All ]
[ You Actually Learn ]
[ How To Be Fragile, While Being Tough ]
[ Being Tender & Also Being Fierce Is Rough ]
[ Because You Never Know That You Were Doing ]
[ Each Different Ways Enough ]
[ Is Being Fragile The Opposite Way To Be In Certain
Situations? ]
[ Doing It That Way Causes Everybody Some Consternation ]
[ There Was No Spilling Over Of Confidence ]
[ All They Feel Is Indifference ]
[ When & What Will It Take To Turn This Around ]
[ It Will Be A Tough Hill To Climb That You Found ]
[ Really, Tough ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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(119)▪︎[ Re-Fund The Police … 2•10•2022 ]
[ Portland, Oregon Has Become Such A Violent & Dangerous
City ]
[ It Used To Be As Safe As Owning A Little Kitty ]
[ Everyday There Is A Shooting, Or Two ]
[ It Is So Dangerous, Because Of What Some Criminals Do ]
[ You Feel For The People That Live There ]
[ They Need To Know That Other People Ouside Of Their
Community Care ]
[ The Business Owners Are Losing Money Hand Over Fist ]
[ So Many Have Moved Their Business Or Just Outright
Closed ]
[ You Would Think That The Puppet Mayor Would Have A List ]
[ That Horrible Person Hardesty Does Nothing Good ]
[ She Took The Police Out Of The Downtown Area ]
[ Turning All Of That Into A Really Dangerous Neighborhood ]
[ Defund The Police Were The Stupidest Words That She
Continued To Scream ]
[ She, Turned The City Of Portland Into A Horrible Dream ]
[ I Do Believe That They Call That A Nightmare ]
[ She Continues To Show That She Does Not Care ]
[ Her & The Puppet Mayor Show Zero Leadership ]
[ Did She Ruin The City On A Dare? ]
[ How Has Defunding The Police Department Worked For You? ]
[ If You Have A Police Officer Or (2) ]
[ Guarding You & The Mayor ]
[ Why Do You Think You Need Them There? ]
[ You Both Sided With The Rioters That Made The Downtown
Area Look Like Hell ]
[ I Am Not Talking About The Demonstrators Who Meant Well ]
[ Okay Hardesty, Some Say You Need To Treat Your Body
Like A Temple ]
[ If Little Kids Were Told That & Saw You ]
[ Is Your Look Setting A Good Example? ]
[ You Look Like Life Has Got The Best Of You So You’ve Grown
Bitter ]
[ You Should Retire ]
[ & Just Become The Scary Babysitter ]
[ This City’s Politicians Should Be Voted Out ]
[ When You All Are Gone, Could Portland Come Back Around? ]
[ You Leave The People A Massive Amount Of Doubt ]
[ You All Should Go Quietly Into The Night ]
[ So People Can Go Downtown & Not Be Full Of Fright ]
[ Bring Back The Downtown Police Units & Give The City
Some Form Of Law & Order ]
[ Put Hardesty Down In A City Close To The California Border ]
[ I Hear There Are No Police Down There @ All ]
[ Hey, We Should Give Them A Call ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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(1127)▪︎[ The Rose … 9•5•2019 ]
[ There Are Some People Who Learn About Life On
Their Own ]
[ Some People Just Want To Be Left Alone ]
[ Those People March To A Different Tone ]
[ Not Just To A Different Drum ]
[ If You Throw A Party ]
[ Are Those The One’s You Hope Never Come? ]
[ Those People Always Look Out For #1 ]
[ The First Time You Disagree With Their Thinking ]
[ They Could Start Drinking ]
[ & Then Your Relationship With Them Is Done ]
[ Beware, Because These Types Of People Tend To
Act Like Hanging Judges ]
[ If You Don’t Think Their Way ]
[ They Hold Grudges ]
[ That Alter Your Vision Of Them ]
[ It’s Like Cutting The Head Of The Rose Off Its Stem ]
[ It Alters The Look Of That Flower Immediately ]
[ & Considerably ]
[ No One Does That Gleefully ]
[ It Made That Flower Look Alot Worse ]
[ It Could Be Like You Broke A Mirror ]
[ Now Have The 7 Year Curse ]
[ You May As Well Take It Back & Bury It In The Garden That It Came From ]
[ Hopefully The Owner Of The Garden Will Still Have Some ]
[ The Moral Of The Story Is ]
[ Don’t Cut Off The Head Of Something Of Beauty ]
[ Killing A Rose Is Not Your Duty ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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(111)▪︎[ A Meaningful Story … 2•8•2022 ]
[ I Have This Friend, Who I Dearly Love ]
[ Who Really Has Alot Of Faith In The Man Who Lives Really High
Above ]
[ I Have Tried My Hardest To Be The Best Male Friend That She Has
Ever Had ]
[ & I Have Tried My Hardest To Never Make Her Mad ]
[ I Am Very Sure ]
[ That I Have Never Wanted To Be On The Wrong Side Of Anger
With Her ]
[ Oh, I Have Heard Story After Story ]
[ Of Her Past Glory ]
[ She Became (2) Parents To Her Kids When Her Husband Of
Over (30) Years Passed ]
[ But Parental Love Did Not Lapse ]
[ She Took On The Mother/Father/Grandmother/Grandfather
Roles Quite Well ]
[ Love & Honesty Did Not Go To Hell ]
[ I Could Never Pinpoint The Day Or Event That, When Or How We
Became Best Friends ]
[ We Just Did ]
[ So That Is Where & When The Mystery Ends ]
[ She Is So Hard-Headed, She Told Me The Nickname That She
Wanted Me To Call Her By ]
[ I Do Not Speak Spanish & I Did Not Know The Definition ]
[ But I Gave It A Try ]
[ She Did Not Curse @ Me ]
[ She Did Not Slap Me ]
[ She Did Not Shoot @ Me (WHERE DID SHE GET A GUN IN THIS
STORY?) ]
[ She Did Not Send Her Son Or Her Large Brother After Me ]
[ So It Did Not Offend ]
[ So I Guessed That I Did Not Have My Life To Defend ]
[ When I Say It, Nobody Gets Chafed ]
[ So I Think That I Am Safe ]
[ I Have Learned Through Our Short Friendship That When
Cavarona Says To Do Something, That Something Gets Done ]
[ Or Nobody Gets A Warm Tortilla ]
[ Or Has Any Fun ]
[ She Says It Means, (HARD HEADED, STUBBORN) ]
[ Well That Hits The Nail On The Head ]
[ It Probably Started, Right After She Was Born ]
[ My Friend Is Solid & Built Like A Tank ]
[ A Couple Of Mystery Men Tried To Treat Her Like A Community
Bank ]
[ That Was A Hard Sell ]
[ They Could Not Crack That Titanium Shell ]
[ But My Best Friend Will Be Leaving Us Soon ]
[ Maybe I Could Reminisce About Her When I See The Moon ]
[ But That Is Not What Keys My My Memory To That Smile
On Her Face ]
[ I Know What & Where ]
[ It Will Be My Place ]
[ We Had So Many Long Talks Instead Turning Of The T.V. On ]
[ What Am I Going To Do The Minute AFTER I Am Told That
She Has Gone ]
[ For Her Memorial She Told Me To Wear My Vans, Shorts &
A Hawaiian Shirt ]
[ I Just Hopes That Nobody Thinks That I Am Being Disrespectful ]
[ & Knocks My Ass In The Dirt ]
[ I Don’t Want To Get Hurt ]
[ I Hope That Maria Tells Someone That This ]
[ Was Her Wish ]
[ We Talked About That There Was Not A Single Time Where She
Saw Me Wearing Long Pants ]
[ Not Even A Glance ]
[ No Pictures, No Nothing ]
[ I Can Not Remember The Last Time That I Wore Pants For
Something
[ My Mind Is Flooded With So Many Thoughts & Words ]
[ Flying Around Like A Big Bunch Of Birds ]
[ So Much To Say ]
[ So Little Time ]
[ What Is The Way ]
[ That I Could End This Story That I Wrote To My Very Best Friend,
But Make It Rhyme? ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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(1129)▪︎[ Happy 30th Birthday, Pam … 9•6•2019 ]
[ Happy Birthday To My Friend Pam ]
[ Do I Miss You Dearly? ]
[ Oh, Yes Ma’am ]
[ Saturdays, Have Never Been The Same ]
[ Ever Since Jori ]
[ Stopped Calling Your Name ]
[ You Moved Far Far Away ]
[ That Means We Can’t See You ]
[ Every Saturday ]
[ So Today Was The Celebration Of Your Birth ]
[ We All Should Celebrate Every Day You’ve Been On
This Earth ]
[ So If The Celebrating Must Be Condensed To Just One Day ]
[ I’ll Try To Find A Way ]
[ To Shorten Down What I Want To Say ]
[ I’ll Write It In A Story ]
[ If I May ]
[ So How Many Times Have You Celebrated Turning Thirty? ]
[ The Only One Who Knows The Truth Is Only A Little Birdie? ]
[ I Hope You Had Fun Today & Celebrated In Style ]
[ After Writing This ]
[ I’ll Be Sad For Awhile ]
[ Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday, Sorry This Is Late ]
[ Next Year I’ll Remember This Date ]
[ I Hope You Like Everything That You Got ]
[ But True Friendship Can Never Be Bought ]
[ & A Friendly Story Was Something You Sought ]
[ But Bottom Line Pam ]
[ We Miss You Lots! ]
~ Ka hopena ~
[ Mahalo E Ka hoa ]
[ A hui hou ]
[ Aloha ]
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]
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