(333)▪︎[ So Much Pain … 4•22•2021 ]

[ There Is So Much Pain Busting @ The Seams In Your Heart ]
[ When Another Dart Is Thrown ]
[ It Continues To Tear You Apart ]

[ It May Be A Word ]
[ That You Heard ]

[ Or An Action That Was Done ]
[ But You Found Out A Long Time Ago ]
[ That Hurtful Words Are Things That You Cannot Out Run ]

[ They Find You By Seeking You Out ]
[ It Could Be A Whisper ]
[ Or It Could Be A Shout ]

[ The Whispered Hurtful Words Do Not Draw A Crowd ]
[ But, What Always Does ]
[ Are The Ones That Are Said Out Loud ]

[ Those Are The Ones That Always Draws Others Attention ]
[ & Because It Does ]
[ There Are Higher Levels Of Contention ]

[ Sometimes Hurtful Words Are Said Because Someone
     Lied ]
[ When Hurtful Words Are Said ]
[ You Want To Run & Hide ]

[ Not In A Playful Way Of Another Game Of Hide -n- Seek ]
[ These Words Can Create Such Big Problems ]
[ It Could Cause Two People To Not Want To Speak ]

[ To Each Other ]
[ Like To Your Father ]
[ Like With Your Mother ]

[ That Has Happend So Many Times In Your Past ]
[ Their Grudges Were Created To Last ]

[ You Were Written Off By Both Your Dad & Mom ]
[ @ One Time You Were Dealing With Don ]
[ Then You Had To Deal With Barbara’s Bomb ]

[ Through The Whole Accusatory Conversation You Had
     With Barbara You Remained Respectful ]
[ You Did Not Need To Be ]
[ You Did Not Have To Be ]
[ So You Were Careful ]
[ Because You Were Expected To Be ]
[ Because You Were Raised To Be ]

[ You Had So Many Occasions Where You Could Have Laughed
     It Off ]
[ & You Had Just As Many Times Where You Could Have Said
     ( FUCK YOU BARBARA ) In A Fake Cough ]

[ One Problem Is That You Don’t Go Against How You Were
     Raised ]
[ This Was The Under The Same Roof Where You Craved ]
[ To Be Praised ]

[ But It Never Came ]
[ That Is Why Mom & Dad Were Never Looked @ The Same ]
[ That Is Why ( MOM ) & ( DAD ) Were No Longer Their
     Names ]

~ The End ~

[ Mahalo ]
[ A hui hou aku ]
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[ Lopaka DeVoe ]