(456)▪︎[ They Won’t Let Me Out … 5•30•2021 ]

[ I’m Locked Up, They Won’t Let Me Out ]
[ It Doesn’t Matter, How Loud I Shout ]

[ The Only Time I Hear A Key ]
[ When I Get Put In Solitary Confinement ]
[ Is When They Have A Meal For Me ]

[ Every Year ]
[ That I Am Here ]

[ More & More Of My Sanity Gets Left Behind These Bars ]
[ It Has Been Over 10,000 Days ]
[ Since I Was Allowed To Take A Walk Under The Stars ]

[ No Falling Stars In Sight ]
[ The View Of The Bottom Of My Cellmates Bunk ]
[ Is All That I See @ Night ]

[ There Are Days When I Am So Used To This Place ]
[ There Are Some Times I Do Not Want To Look In
     The Mirror ]
[ To See The Refection Of My Face ]

[ These Eyes Have Seen Too Many Crimes ]
[ & ]
[ These Fingers Have Written Many, Many Rhymes ]

[ I Guess I Am Getting ]
[ Institutionalized ]
[ In This Setting ]

[ I Have Dreamt That I Would Take A Shot Of Cuervo Gold,
     If Given ]
[ But Looking Back ]
[ Being A Drunk, Was A Bad Way Of Livin’ ]

[ I Knew I Never Should Had Left My Sisters Husband,
     Laying In The Driveway ]
[ That Way ]

[ With A Jagged Hole, Between His Eyes ]
[ Freezing His Age, @ 35 ]
[ But The Way He Told His Many Lies ]
[ My Sister Is Much Better Off, Because He Is No Longer
     Alive ]

[ She Will No Longer, Be Financially Used ]
[ She Will No Longer, Be Physically & Mentally Abused ]

[ So Here I Sit With A Life Sentence With No Chance Of
     Parole ]
[ When I Heard The Word, ( GUILTY ) ]
[ I Gave Satan, My Soul ]

[ I Thought That Where I Was Going, It Was Better That I Did
     Not Have One ]
[ It Seemed That I Hadn’t Had A Pure Soul, Since I Was Young ]

[ So I Live My Life, Behind These Bars Of Steel ]
[ There Are Over 100 Angry Men That I Have To Sit With,
     Whenever I Eat A Meal ]

[ My Life Is Now Ruled, By Guards ]
[ & I Get My Exercise, By Doing Laps, Around A Concrete Yard ]

[ My Day Is Broken Up Into Segments, Based On The Time Of
     The Blaring Horn ]
[ I Miss The Barbeques Of Hot Dogs, Steaks & Husks Of
     Corn ]

[ My Family Does Not See Things, From My Point Of View ]
[ I Tell My Sister ( I DID ALL OF THIS, FOR YOU ) ]
[ & When You Had Me Served With Court Papers, I Knew ]

[ That It Would Be Best, For All If You Make ]
[ A Clean & Complete Break ]

[ Every Day I Listen To The Guards, Yelling Out Their Commands ]
[ Every Second, Of Every Hour ]
[ There Are Inmate Demands ]

[ Some Are Comical ]
[ The Number Is, Astronomical ]

[ When I Wake Up @ Four ]
[ In The Morning ]
[ I Wonder How Much More ]

[ I Can Take ]
[ But In This Environment, You Are Made ]
[ To Learn, How To Fake ]

[ That I Hurt ]
[ So Bad ]
[ Under My Shirt ]

[ My Heart Aches ]
[ Going Cold Turkey Off Of Alcohol & Drugs ]
[ Gave Me The Shakes ]

[ @ Night The Guards Would Do Their Searches Of The
     Cells ]
[ They Go By What They See, What They Hear & What They      
     Smell ]

[ They Are Not Polite When They Throw, The Only Belongings
     That I Have In Life ]
[ On The Floor ]
[ Like The 3 Pictures That I Have With My Wife ]

[ This Is Life As I Know It ]

~ Ka hopena ~

[  Mahalo iā ‘oe  ]
[  A hui hou mākou  ]
[  Aloha  ] ‎ 
  ‎
[  Na  ]
[  Lopaka DeVoe ]

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