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[ I Have Gaping Holes In My Heart ]
[ & I Don’t Know How To Close Them ]
[ Before I Completely Fall Apart ]

[ When I Thought That I Really Knew Some People I
Found That I Really Did Not ]
[ I Close My Eyes & Think About What I’ve Got ]
[ I Think About Good Friends ]
[ But I Don’t Have Alot ]

[ 1 Or Two, But Definitely ]
[ Not More Than Three ]
[ I Count 2 Who Actually Checks In With Me ]

[ I Reach Out, But Nobody Is Home ]
[ I Wonder How They Are Doing ]
[ But Nobody Lets Me Know ]

[ If My Accounts Go Quiet, Would Anybody Notice That
I Wasn’t There? ]
[ If I No Longer Shared ]
[ Would Anybody Care? ]

[ I’m Not Throwing Myself A Pity Party Of One ]
[ I Don’t Like Doing That ]
[ Because Those Parties Are Never Fun ]

[ I Am So So Glad That I Don’t Have Any Access To My Meds ]
[ I Would Really Worry About What Is Going On In My Head ]

[ My Little Internal Voice ]
[ Would Only Talk About One Choice ]

~ The End ~

[ Mahalo ]
[ A hui hou aku ]
[ Aloha ]   ‎ 
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[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]