[ 176 ][ Devoid of Emotion … 2•26•2021 ]

[ I Will Take My Mask Off When I Get Home ]
[ Only If I Am There All Alone ]

[ I Feel Like A Spaceman On The Moon ]
[ But My Solitude Will Be Broken Soon ]

[ When The Kid Gets Home From School ]
[ & The Wife Gets Back From Swimming @ The Neighborhood
     Pool ]

[ But Then While I Was Waiting ]
[ I Realized That I Was Hallucinating ]

[ My Small Family Got Taken From Me Over 3 Years Ago ]
[ When Our House Got Broken Into By 2 Men
     That We Didn’t Know ]

[ They Ordered Us To Lay On The Floor ]
[ As They Went In & Out Our Front Door ]
[ After Everything Got Quiet ]
[ I Looked Around & Could Not See Them In The House
     Anymore ]

[ After Looking All Around ]
[ My Family Was No Where To Be Found ]

[ I Looked All Over The World ]
[ For My Wife & My Girl ]

[ The Police Found No Leads ]
[ Even Though They Seemed They Were Working @ A Fast Speed ]

[ I Never Imagined How Bad The Agony ]
[ Would Be ]

[ Everyday I Was Having Flashbacks Of That Day ]
[ Wishing Things Had Turned Out A Different Way ]

[ But It Didn’t, So Here I Stand ]
[ Only A Shell Of The Man ]

[ That Stood Here 3 Years Before ]

[ Just Waiting For The Phone To Ring ]
[ For Anybody ]
[ To Tell Me Anything ]

[ But That Phone Call Never Comes ]
[ So Here I Live ]
[ Feeling Totally Numb ]
[ With Nothing More To Give ]
[ Feeling Like An Emotional Bum ]

~ The End ~

[ Mahalo ]
[ A hui hou aku ]
     ‎    ‎
[ Na ]
[ Lopaka DeVoe ]